Life is worth it...

 So I am living through the fog of awakening again...

There are times I do wish it would all go away, and then again, I am awed by the fact that I am alive at all. So easy is it, to get caught up in the unfoldings, that I forget I am the painter, I am the master of that which befalls me. In knowing this is the case, I am setting a new course, a new direction of perception.

A weary World Rejoices... In my mind, at least...

Hmmmm...
What a whirlpool of emotions, thoughts and feelings I am flowing on this day. Thinking of all those in my life, all those beautiful beings who have impacted my heart and mind. In some ways through joy. In others through pain. I have tasted the sweetness of life and Spirit. I have huddled in the corner, wrapped in darkness... cursing the very spirit that allowed for the individual experience I am living. Wondering, once again, how did I get to this point, and where the fuck am I?

Blog Down... Blog Down...

For some reason Blogger has hung up on me...
I finally have it working again and will resume posting. But now I must get ready for work...
Have a blessed day!

I have Learned... (Whew... What a day!?!)

So today I have learned a few things...

I have learned- That those people we bless, with desire for their greatest good, show unknown depth of truth, just when I think they never will ...

No Being, ever should feel mediocre... and still we do...

 We all wonder at some point in our lives... who's life am I living? God, do I know this one from my past... This question relates to our own unknowing, within ourselves, of the depth of separation we hold from one another.

God Thought...

The scope of the universe, and of God, in this world (especially through organized religion,) Is so very limited, and very unflattering, of how we have progressed as human beings.  Yes, we have made such progress in understanding the measure and scope of our role on this planet.

I want to rip off your logic and make passionate sense to you.

As I sit here and write this, and you sit there and read this we are miraculously and simply a small fraction of a greater self that is expressing itself in an infinite number of realities. Discover Magazine called this experience we are having, a multi-verse as apposed to a universe...

For any of you that have read the book “One”, by Richard Bach, you will remember that it was about this very same event. Which one of our probable selves is the one we are living at any given moment? A probable self is any of the countless number of me, I can step into with any given choice, at any given moment. 

A deep longing to go Home.

 I have, over the years, saved many wonderful of thoughts I have resonated with. This was one that really struck me to my core. As we have been moving towards 2012, and as I have been walking a spiritual journey, I have felt these words through my being many times... I know there are those of us who believe 2012 is just another Y2k scare... This is not the case.

Its Hard for two people to love each other, when they live in two different worlds. But, when those two worlds collide… Love exists…

To love... To allow oneself to be truly seen... to risk it all and stand naked in the Garden of Eden, with no mask to wear, with no agenda of need. This is the Love that I know exists. This is the Love we all have searched for, from the moment we are born, and experience the first moment of separation.

Lets look at this realistically... Obama Presidency & the Republican Party

WTF!!! Get off the mans back! Why do we, as citizens of the worlds most powerful nation, sit in judgment of this man. Who, for the first time in my personal history, has started dealing with the world from a place of Courage, Hope, Compassion and Understanding.

For all you right wingers out there I have a question to you... Isn't this how Jesus would choose to address the world of humanity?

A Time for Joy... A Time to Dance...

Does anyone really want there lives to be better? Or, as Agent Smith, from the Matrix, points out... We are programed to equate and express our lifeline through our experiences of misery.

Well, the Hell with that!

On this Day... I have returned...

On this day life has shifted perspective...
I watch as people all around spend so much time trying to keep things the way they are or were...
Never pushing their boundaries... or pushing boundaries, so inane, that there is nothing being accomplished. My judgment... I'll own it.

Sunday... My Day of Rest... (at least this week it is...)

I love This!!

From Richard Bach comes one of my favorite passages in any book...

In Early September...

I wrote these Song Lyrics right after the 9/11 debacle. I stumbled across it as I was cleaning out some files... I am going to have Hayley put it to music... I would love her to record it... Early to bed... Zach and I are going to clean up a mile of highway tomorrow with my fire district... And then... Pancakes...

In early September, a day will remember…
Planes fell from the sky…Thousands started to die.
We watched cnn to get all of the news
The world just watching to see what we’ll choose.

Christ Consciousness... Continued

The drop of light that is God that lives in each of us goes back to its source for the information that was derived from the period of conscious life within the form we have now. 

Creating Christ Consciousness ...

When we are born it is the two that creates the one. When we die, the one splits into two… just like a cell upon conception …