So I am living through the fog of awakening again...
There are times I do wish it would all go away, and then again, I am awed by the fact that I am alive at all. So easy is it, to get caught up in the unfoldings, that I forget I am the painter, I am the master of that which befalls me. In knowing this is the case, I am setting a new course, a new direction of perception.
In this new direction I have been playing with the concept of time. As I look back up the events of my life I realize that all of them happened yesterday... What does this mean? That any memory I have brought to the surface, I have equated a time frame to... How long ago was that?? And last night it hit me... It was all yesterday.
As science has proven, our brains do not differentiate between what has been truly experienced outside the body and what has been experienced only in oour thoughts. So with this notion I am following Einstien's example; Time is neither forward moving or backward moving, it is now. So when I look back upon my life, any experience, it was yesterday. I have found that when I remove the self chosen timeline I feel truly momentary. As if my whole life is constantly experienced in a 48 hour period of, today and yesterday.
By doing this simply step, I have removed many of the anchors which drag upon my body... those thoughts and emotions, which I have allowed to bring the feelings of aging and a life timeline, to the forfront of thought. So I have begun a new practice, (okay... not really new, but re-enacted within myself), To remind myself in each moment that I am today! My exisitence is in this moment...
And so my focus of thought and clarity are to be held in the notion, that as life unfolds before me, I have the charge of choosing the highest good for all those involved in my sphere. To know that the action I choose today will start a chain of events that I will allow or disallow in my world. Other may make choices, but i have the full responsiblity of those that effect my world. Period.
I will walk in this day with love, acceptance, guidance and clarity of vision. And anyone who shows up in my world with alterior motives and/or desire to negatively affect my world will know the piercing of that illusory bubble they may try to enfold me within.
As those of you who know me, I will be wielding the sword of truth, the shiled of knowledge and wearing the armor of Spirit... Because on this day, and any that may follow, I have come to realize;
"I am allergic to Bullshit!!!" and you should be as well...
Peace, Love & Light, to all who walk within the realms of this passage with me...
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