Hmmmm...
What a whirlpool of emotions, thoughts and feelings I am flowing on this day. Thinking of all those in my life, all those beautiful beings who have impacted my heart and mind. In some ways through joy. In others through pain. I have tasted the sweetness of life and Spirit. I have huddled in the corner, wrapped in darkness... cursing the very spirit that allowed for the individual experience I am living. Wondering, once again, how did I get to this point, and where the fuck am I?
These are the times I give it over to Spirit,... to hand over that, which I have no knowing of how I am to proceed, while I am living one set of circumstances,(although supporting my life.), Are not those that I am called to in the depths of my heart. I, again, own the total acceptance that I have created or allowed it all. For to otherwise claim anything else would be to live in victim hood, which, although allows me the freedom to not respond with the wisdom I have, is not of my highest good at this moment.
I am now experiencing expressions of love in every interaction I have with others in my world. And I am still stymied by the rules of a society and level of vocational leadership that asks of more hierarchy and separation between beings than I wish to experience. I am slowly, through my own ignorance of how to proceed, moving toward fully implementing my power and desire to attract a Ministerial role to my vocational world.
The one time I feel fully in my mission upon this earth is when I am in the service of truthful witnessing of other beings... while walking with them into the self discovery of how beautiful they truly are. This is truly why I was placed upon this planet, and have been gently bending life, through co-creation with Spirit, this direction.
In this do I claim any rank of knowing more than any other? The answer is, simply, no. I truly believe that I teach what I most need to learn. Through the Hell of my life's creation, for periods of time, I have touch the darkest of the dark and Chaos. I, through no small miracle, and the assistance of many Souls upon this earth, survived, I have overcome and learned to show my mastery in certain instances requiring, Hope, Courage, Strength, Vision and Mercy... As everyone of those reading this have done.
We are all Spirit extensions... We are at a point in this life where we can, as a collection of the planets cells, Bend life towards some pretty radical directions.
How radical you ask? ... As radical as to think we can live in a world of beauty, peace, love and innocence. To live in a world where we drop all assumptions, and judgments, and treat all people with the innocence of discovery that we all are. To see everyone in every moment with new eyes.
As I have said before we can get much more spiritual direction in all forms these days If we choose to look for it. As I am typing this, this song just stared playing, upon the air waves... the lyrics push forward the truth to me that there are no coincidences, only God-incidences. Jewels, "a Life Uncommon"
don't worry mother, it'll be alright
and don't worry sister, say your prayers and sleep tight
it'll be fine lover of mine
it'll be just fine
lend your voices only to sounds of freedom
no longer lend your strength to that which you wish to be free from
fill your lives with love and bravery
and you shall lead a life uncommon
i've heard your anguish,
i've heard your hearts cry out
we are tired, we are weary, but we aren't worn out
set down your chains, until only faith remains
set down your chains
and lend your voices only to sounds of freedom
no longer lend your strength to that which you wish to be free from
fill your lives with love and bravery
and we shall lead a life uncommon
there are plenty of people who pray for peace
but if praying were enough it would have come to be
let your words enslave no one and the heavens will hush themselves
to hear our voices ring out clear
with sounds of freedom
sounds of freedom
come on you unbelievers, move out of the way
there is a new army coming and we are armed with faith
to live, we must give
to live
and lend our voices only to sounds of freedom
no longer lend our strength to that which we wish to be free from
fill your lives with love and bravery
and we shall lead...
lend our voices only to sounds of freedom
no longer lend our strength to that which we wish to be free from
fill your lives with love and bravery
and we shall lead a life uncommon
So I Bless everyone who has ever walked upon this earth, through all of the years of death, destruction and forwarding of abuse... all of which I have chosen to end on my watch! After thousands of years of passing down the limited beliefs and concepts which have held us in darkness and struggle, I choose to start anew... To move forward with life, to view a new perspective of how things can be and what I/we can do about it...
Anyone care to walk forward into the light... Just imagine what we can create!!!
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