I have Learned... (Whew... What a day!?!)

So today I have learned a few things...

I have learned- That those people we bless, with desire for their greatest good, show unknown depth of truth, just when I think they never will ...

I have learned- that I procrastinate more than I should...

I have learned- That my Son loves and tolerates me more than I deserve, at times...

I have learned- That my step children still want my love... even though we live apart.

I have learned- That I have a friend I am sure feels betrayed, right now, by me...

I have learned- I am not always the best I can be... and I hold back my highest gifts I can give.

I have learned- Hayley is so much more mature than I give her credit for... only because she still allows me to have my little girl at home.

I have learned- That I could do so much more with my life, if I didn't fear, not being able to take care of my kids...

I have learned- That I am scared to call people when I owe them something, but can't deliver at this moment...

I have learned- That I am my own worst enemy and at the same time my most forthright supporter, all at the same time...

I have learned- That people truly believe I know what I am doing... Even in times that I doubt myself...

I have learned- I have more love to give... More Life to live, And more freewill than I want at times...

I will end this with my newest favorite quote;

"I have learned so much from my mistakes... That I am thinking about making a few more."

My love and blessings to you all... and all those you and I hold dear. In our hearts and in our shadows.