Enough...

This is a very critical time in life … That everyone will reach on this planet one way or another… The difference is that the younger ones already have the capacity to comprehend that which the adults are only beginning to understand. We have all let go of the remembering of who we were accept for the part of us (our ego) that we choose to create to give to others in order to be accepted.



We have finally gotten back to the point of saying “hey, who Am I? I am nothing but this creation of who I want people to believe I am with very little reality of who I really am inside here…Instead of figuring out who I am and showing that to those I come in contact with. I hide in the fear of rejection for those I say I love and those who I meet because acceptance is the goal.

We now have a choice …God has opened up the link between spirit and man and we now are truly creatures of free will. We are truly the co creators of our lives and the worlds we live within. We are all at the choice point in life that offers us the opportunity to believe in the truth of who we are enough to rip away the masks of acceptance that we wear for everyone else upon this earth.

This process does not come without a price. All things worth experiencing or having come with a price. We are not talking dollars here. We are talking energetic of who we are. Are we willing to step into the path of annihilation to go through the crucifixion of our former selves to become who we truly wish to be? Of whom we need to be to bring the vibration of this planet up to the level of Christ Michael Christ Jesus Consciousness upon the planet? The second coming of Christ is not Jesus showing up here and moving into Indiana and Saying; “I’m here!!!” It is when we as a species choose to move up ourselves to the levels of balance between our spiritual being and our Physical being… Achieving a state of grace within the two worlds of duality that we are always hoping will end soon so we don’t have to go through the actual challenges of life as they present themselves to us.

Every thing comes with a price…energy is always a flow and for us to get something we have to be willing to give something… Many upon this earth sell their souls for Money and all the material world offerings money can buy. This is not a judgment of good or bad. It is just a choice that some choose. But I like the words of Ben Harper when he states, “it’s not what you saved, its what you gave.” How many of us are truly willing to sacrifice for the furthering of life upon this earth. How many people say they care about the environment and then constantly buy disposable product. If we were asked in our churches are this country to give up our ego machines (our cars are SUV’s) for a not so attractive little car that would actually save the environment would we? Or would we fight for our projections of who we are. Our pieces of metal and paint that we hope others will see and think we are cool, or refined, or rugged, or wealthy. How many of us say we truly serve God when in all actuality the only thing we care about is our selves.

When will we learn that we need to let go of the ego (the Bringer of Evil in our lives) and make room for God to walk hand in hand with us a we create upon this earth.

My family and I needed to move to a new house and we did not have the money to do it. The same day I asked God for help my car was smashed by another vehicle as it sat parked while I was working. In the old state of ego fear I could have gotten so angry and wanted to curse the other person for their destruction of my rolling piece of metal. I could have tried to sue them for extra damages for my heartache and turmoil. I didn’t choose to do any of the old energy patterns and when I saw my car I smiled and said” thank you God for the gift and answer to my prayers.” you see the money from the insurance which determined my car was totaled was exactly enough for us to move into our new home. I even was giving the blessing to keep the car. I drive it with pride with a huge dent in the side, do I care what you think of my car as I drive down the road. I do not… Because it was a gift from God. We must give to get. Remember these words; we are reminded all the time. All around us. Think of the best line out of the Movie Dances with wolves. It was at the End when Kevin Costners character and His wife were leaving the tribe to go off on their own. The young brave that Hated Costner’s Character in the beginning of their meeting. Said to him; “I now understand why my friend had to leave,… it was to make room for you to come.”

For us to get through the transformation of our society we must start making room for that which is to come.

If we choose to hold onto our past no matter the remembrance or the pain unexpressed. We have no room to move forward. The Fear in our hearts and minds is the hell of which the Bible talks about. There is no fiery center of damnation to which our souls are sent for choices made. The hell is in our own minds and or own hearts. To live in love or fear is the only choice to be made at this time. To love ourselves enough to stop the madness of our masks and secrecy that keep us separate from each other. How much inequity do you think there would be in the world if their were no secrets. As my wife so aptly replied to this question. The answer is none.

So there comes the time in our lives where we must acknowledge exactly where we are at in life and whose life we are living. If I live for the world of appearances I live for everyone else. If I live for Love and my true spirit I live for me.

It is time for our society to go through what Caroline Myss and many have termed, the dark night of the soul. It used to be called a nervous breakdown. We medicate those going through this ordeal so they will not separate from the heard. They can stay productive members of the illusion of our capitalistic society. Keep the machine moving for those who drive it. Not for those who power it. Just enough money to get by maybe for those who provide the blood, sweat and tears of our culture.

The dark night of the Soul or nervous break down in our culture is the edge we stand upon at this time. Do we stay a part of the system of control for those who have power over the masses and be the cogs in the wheels of the massive machine now wanting to roll over the rest of the world? Or do us truly as a nation and a planet stop for one day and say this isn’t working. And how do we fix the whole?

It is time for us to step out of the secret that pervades everyone upon this planet the fact that we are Scared to death. Scared of our neighbor, scared of ourselves. Scared of the world. The past election of GW. Bush was the first step of our nation admitting to the universe that we are nothing but a culture of the afraid. It is time.

Time to say the abuse of fear and the bondage of basic religion must be eradicated if we are to survive as a species. Are we willing to go through the pain of birth which will bring to arrival of a new way of being upon this planet? The way we are moving, there may be very few of us left to start upon this new path… Those who live in fear are ready to kill anyone who does not agree with them whether it be our Nation or the Islamic radicals down to the traditionalist in China.

Life will move forward with or without us. God has cleansed this planet before. And do you think that if this little experiment called, humanity, does not fall into line with the direction of the universe, God will not choose to do it again? Don’t we get out our eraser when things aren’t correct?


The answer for our individual salvation upon the spinning globe …

A time finally came when I got it. When in the midst of all my fears and insanity I stopped dead in my tracks and somewhere inside of my head a voice cried out enough! Enough fighting and crying and struggling to hold on. And like a child quieting down after a blind tantrum and my sobs began to subside I shuddered once or twice and blinked back my tears and through a mantle of wet lashes I began to look at the world through new eyes. This was my awakening. For years I worked to hide the truth of what I thought of my self and tried to uphold the image of who I was told to be. To come to realize that I was wasting so much time living for all of you. It was time to let go.

Anis Nim stated “the blossom will not open until the pain of remaining closed becomes too great.” This is where we are, are we not?

Allowing the old ego driven self to actually be crucified upon the cross of our own making. To mourn its death and to let it go. So I can become the next self I am meant to be. And with every death and rebirth of myself I gain wisdom.