So often, I walk through my day realizing how insignificantly different I am from all those around me, and how far outside the norm my view of the world truly is. I don't mean this in a, better than / less than, equation of the people around me. It is just a disparity in relating at a truly deeper level. I own my own fear, that when it comes to not playing a role, (Chef, Father, Firefighter, Minister...), I do fear the reprisal of others, at times when I truly wish to be wholly real.
A wonderful witticism, that I learned, listening to Carolyn Myss. " What is the difference between a mystic and a psychotic? The mystic knows who to talk to." Even here, on this blog, I stop momentarily, here and there, wondering how certain people will react to what I type.
At times I go through my day feeling the emotions that those around me carry. How many times do I want to just stop the world, quit playing a role, and truly allow this person the intimacy of, holy witnessing, allowing them to release and forgive,whatever burden they are carrying.
To live in a world, where the truth of what we hold is allowed, with love and support from all those around us. And in turn, we give love and support when needed. I have, just as I believe everyone has, held shadow thoughts that many would claim sinful in there regard. But we all have projected unkind thoughts upon others, to judge without knowledge. To label, without taking a moment to understand who it is we see.
Everyone is struggling... and I am not talking about the surface struggle... Bills, kids, jobs... But everyone is wrestling with a burden, a demon, or a sin...
To give a view of my perspective... I think about how much energy we place upon the simple action of burping. Yes, burping. If I burp, out loud and I do not apologize or excuse myself for the action, I have been under fire, people describe it barbaric, or uncaring. As if the simple act, holds such a disparaging statement, to what we think of others.
And the question always comes up in my mind, "Why is something that everyone, who has ever lived upon this planet, has done since the dawn of man and woman, something we need to excuse ourselves for? How much training and energy goes into the support of such a system of judgment, from generation to generation, when we can truly be living, in the reality of the courage to live in truth, with one another. (It also feels good to Burp too... :)
To stand naked in the garden of Eden, not in reference to clothing, in reference to the allowing the truth of who we are in any given moment and living in a world where this is supported and accepted.
Does it bother anyone else that we witness drug companies being allowed to sell there wears to the masses?? A medicated society, as we go about keeping the machine rolling forward through material consumerism. How much energy do yo see with us joining together as a species and holding a vision that serves all who live here. Do you think that if we worked towards a planetary citizenry, where everyone had there basic needs met, that there would be as much bloodshed around the world?
At these times I watch the movie, "A Bugs life". It rekindles the truth, I feel, that a group of people truly focused upon an outcome can change the course of a family, a culture, a society, nations and the world. So I promise to everyone upon this planet that I plan to live the rest of my life bending in a direction of acceptance and forgiveness to all of my human family. To see others as gifts in my life, that are in my world to give me the moments of choice I need, to fulfill my mission upon this planet.
Walk with me into a new level of Conscious Enchantment where, instead of walking through our worlds in fear of what is unfolding, we can all walk hand in hand into the unknown, knowing that all the idiosyncrasies and inner workings that give us our individual aspect of an expression of God are allowed.
We can walk forward, together, never again with the need to experience guilt, shame or remorse. For if we truly are living in the truth of the moment and expressing the highest level of who we are... those energies will no longer have a reason to exist.
I give thanks, to all of the moments of my life that have brought me to this moment in time and space, with all of you...
Thank you for everything you have ever done to forward your own life, which in turns moves all of us forward. My love to all who have ever taken the risk to be apart of this grand human spirit, physical plane of experiential love and learning, for us human angels of freewill...
We will talk Angels next time...
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