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Friday, August 29, 2014
Thursday, August 28, 2014
A reminder of who I am / We are...
In all of existence, in all of time , every bit of creation is an extension of the
original thought, a part of the whole of all things. If I wish my being
(my individual expression of Spirit) to survive, it is completely dependent
upon my working within the thoughts and actions of forwarding a greater
unfolding of all life. An acceptance of my place within the whole… To truly see
myself, as an agent of Spirit, a Free-will Angel, and one of God’s most
powerful sons. Powerful enough to step into the unfolding of the Divine will of
life... Without the need to appease my ego… to know that I am here for a reason
and if I am not living it I am wasting the gift of life that was bestowed upon
me.
The only type of life without the challenges that ask us to
show our mastery, a life without error… Is one where free-will beings do not
exist. We as Human Angels must have the ability to fail if we are to have the
ability to work with the freedom of choice. The fact, that as Human Angels, we
are so young in our evolution of our true nature, and ability to create, that
we will make a myriad of errors, (or unwise judgment), over and over again.
Until that time that our self – trust, in our own ability to respond to life
supersedes our fear of making a choice, in the first place.
The only time I am open to the possibility of choosing evil,
or better know as; mistaken judgment. Is
when, and if, I choose to consciously decide to follow a path and take
deliberate action which is dissolute, dishonest or self and other defeating in
judgment.
One of the biggest differences between Human Free-will
Angels and all of the rest of legions of Angels is the fact that they were
created in perfection. They were designed to default to the concepts of
goodness, beauty, and truth. They have no need of faith… for they no nothing
else but the true connection to Spirit. They have no need of hope… for they
know God exists, and in this knowing, trust in the unfolding of life. The
unfolding of the Divine will of the universe.
As Human Free-will Angels, we must earn our wings, so to
speak, as a being that supports life. This alone will grant us the hand of
Spirit in our worlds, for through our own faith and hope do we allow ourselves
to be seen as a player in the unfolding of all that is. The organized religion
view of a single lifetime is what we get if we choose not to step into the
mastery of living a soul surviving life. Spirit and all of the being of
creation have no need for a individual expression of God, or your distinct
personality, to continue if it does nothing to serve the whole. Every time we
choose to see the bigger picture of life, to know we are a part of a greater
unfolding that reaches across the cosmos, we garner more energy and observed
realization, that our life is bound to move beyond the limited sight of our
cultural vision. And step firmly into the space of a candidate for conscious
ascension up the ladder of knowledge, truth and frequency regeneration
throughout time.
We are being asked, daily, to step into a more conscious,
aware, compassionate level of being upon this planet. As we do so we are
actually affecting the outcome of where life is going. I know there is much
destruction going on around us. To this I say , have faith that you are above
it if you so choose to be. As happens in your own home, the brighter the light,
the darker the dark... And so it is upon this planet as well.
Life has no choice but to respond to us if the direction we
are choosing is one that falls into alignment with what has been unfolding for
billions of years…
My love and blessings to you and all those you hold dear, in
your hearts, and in your shadows.
Wednesday, August 27, 2014
With spiritual evolution comes the death of the Illusion of Separation and its offspring, fear
Within forgetting your divine
fullness, losing sight of how much of GOD remains within you, everlasting and
indestructible, you have created through eons of time an illusion of lack.
Feeling without attachment to Source, you have felt alone instead of all one.
Source is what you were attached to, are attached to and will always be
attached to. There is no other possibility. Fine threads of unity tie you
completely to your Divine Source. If you could but see the perspective that I
see you would see that it is an illusion that you can be separate. It was never
God’s intention to let go of you. It is not even in the realm of possibility.
Separation from Source is illusion because it can change at any moment. What
changes is not the separation; that is, was and will always be intact. What
changes is your perception of separation. It will change and always does change
in the course of personal evolution. Spiritual evolution assures that
inseparability grows. With spiritual evolution comes the death of the Illusion
of Separation and its offspring, fear.
Thursday, August 21, 2014
Love is a pressure wave, a
frequency of creation unfolding. Love is the harmonic glue that holds the
universe and all of the beings residing within together in physical form and in
spiritual vibration. Love is soft; love is inviting and is what we are all on
this earth striving to understand.
Love is pure creative intent. But
there is something that one must have that is even more powerful than love, and
love could not exist without it. Innocence… Innocence is the basis of love
because there can be no love without the accepting of innocence in the “one”
love is being projected upon.
Tuesday, August 19, 2014
In the Cocoon...
Dropping into the center of my world... Time for trans-mutational event though my being.
...I hope they fed the alligators above my head.
I can feel it
Affirming my significance
Rendering
me weightless
Confirming my purpose
I can feel it
I can feel it
Tendons
tensing in its wake
Affirming my significance
Shifting my shoulder blades
Rendering me weightless
Rendering me weightless
Trickling
down my veins
Confirming my purpose
It's subtle as a tidal wave
Razia's Shadow - Youtube - Razia's Shadow
Monday, August 18, 2014
Embracing the Unknown...
Here it is again...
That moment when it hits me. I have no idea when my life
reached this point of singularity. The moment when there are no more choices
that I can make, at my present vibration, where the who I AM
No longer at a high enough vibration, to create solutions
for my current situation;
I must evolve...
The mess of my life, although semi-organized, all neatly
stacked, whether on my desk or in my minds eye, another return to a moment when
I stand on the precipice of the unknown...
Time to allow my Mental and Spiritual light bodies to
embrace the mystery of life before me... And release my Physical and Emotional
bodies off the edge of the abyss, into the unknown, into the void with implicit
trust.
I must become my next best self if I am to navigate these
waters and transform.
Saturday, August 09, 2014
Pray for all... Victim, Perpetrator, Observer and Witness.
Pray for those who must endure the weight and the pain of an
uncaring world... lets watch more war movies and then wonder why we are so
desensitized to these images, and think nothing of what is going on in the
world... Yes download another game app, to keep us occupied while we do
nothing. The perpetrators of this, the four soldiers, they are also living in
their own hell. How can we say we believe in a merciful God, and then act out
such hatred and aggression. Like the Bob Dylan song, "With God On Our
Side",
I've learned to hate Russians (Replace with any Ethnic
Culture)
All through my whole life
If another war comes
It's them we must fight
To hate them and fear them
To run and to hide
And accept it all bravely
With God on my side.
I pray for the soldiers too... I have been to combat, And I
know the process of being taught to see other human beings as worthless.
Everyone involved is responsible, even us, way far away, We play the role of
the witness.
Ask everyone you know why we do nothing... Maybe we as a
nation will care enough to change the world, for we, as we are told, are the
most powerful nation in the world. And we sit, eat McDonald's, watch TV and do
nothing... Not all, but many.
Friday, May 09, 2014
Life...
Life always moves forward and with it I move... Like a leaf on the stream, ebbing and flowing through the rapids and the limpid pools... For I live to make manifest hat which Spirit has placed me here for... I know evil, and I know good... I live to bring good to the world. Sleep well my brothers and sisters...
Friday, May 02, 2014
I want the peace of God.
I want the peace of God.
To say these words is nothing. But to mean these words is everything.
If you could but mean them for just an instant, there would be no further sorrow possible for you in any form; in any place or time. Heaven would be completely given back to full awareness, memory of God entirely restored, and the resurrection of all creation fully recognized.
No one can mean these words and not be healed. We cannot play with dreams, nor think we ourselves a dream. We cannot make a hell and think it real. If we want the peace of God, it is given. For that is all I want, and that is all I want to receive.
Many have said these words. But few indeed have meant them. You have but to look upon the world you see around you to be sure how very few they are. The world would be completely changed, should any two agree these words express the only thing they want.
Two minds, with one intent, become so strong that what they will becomes the Will of God.
For minds can only join in truth. In dreams, no two can share the same intent. To each, the hero of the dream is different; the outcome wanted is not the same for both. Loser and gainer merely shift about in changing patterns, as the ratio of gain to loss and loss to gain takes on a different aspect or another form.
Yet compromise alone, a dream can bring. Sometimes it takes the form of union, but only the form. The meaning must escape the dream, for compromising is the goal of dreaming.
Minds cannot unite in dreams. They merely bargain. And what bargain can give them the peace of God? Illusions come to take Her place. And what She means is lost to sleeping minds intent on compromise, each to your gain and to another's loss.
To mean you want the peace of God is to renounce all dreams. For no one means these words who wants illusions, and who therefore seeks the means which bring illusions. She has looked on them, and found them wanting. Now he seeks to go beyond them, recognizing that another dream would offer nothing more than all the others. Dreams are one to Her. And we learn, their only difference is one of form, for one will bring the same despair and misery as do the rest.
The mind which means that all it wants is peace must join with other minds, for that is how peace is obtained. And when the wish for peace is genuine, the means for finding it is given, in a form each mind that seeks for it in honesty can understand. Whatever form the lessons take, is planned for us in such a way that we can not mistake it, if our asking is sincere. But if we ask without sincerity, there is no form in which the lesson will meet with acceptance and be truly learned.
Let us today recognizing that we really mean the words we say. We want the peace of God. This is no idle wish. These words do not request another dream be given us. They do not ask for compromise, nor try to make another bargain in the hope that there may yet be one that can succeed where all the rest have failed.
To mean these words acknowledges illusions are in vain, requesting the eternal in the place of shifting dreams which seem to change in what they offer, but are one in nothingness.
Today devote yourself to careful searching of your mind, to find the dreams you cherish still. What do you ask for in your heart? Forget the words you use in making your requests. Consider but what you believe will comfort you, and bring you happiness. But be you not dismayed by lingering illusions, for their form is not what matters now.
Let not some dreams be more acceptable, reserving shame and secrecy for others. They are one. And being one, one question should be asked of all of them, "Is this what I would have, in place of Heaven and the peace of God?"
This is the choice we make. Be not deceived that it is otherwise. No compromise is possible in this. You choose God's peace, or you have asked for dreams. And dreams will come as you requested them.
Yet will God's peace come just as certainly, and to remain with you forever. It will not be gone with every twist and turning of the road, to reappear, unrecognized, in forms which shift and change with every step you take.
You want the peace of God. And so do all who seem to seek for dreams. For them as well as for yourself, you ask but this when you make this request with deep sincerity. For thus you reach to what they really want, and join your own intent with what they seek above all things, perhaps unknown to them, but sure to you.
You have been weak at times, uncertain in your purpose, and unsure of what you wanted, where to look for it, and where to turn for help in the attempt. Help has been given you. And would you not avail yourself of it by sharing it?
No one who truly seeks the peace of God can fail to find it. For the mere asking that we deceive ourself no longer by denying to ourself what is God's Will. Who can remain unsatisfied who asks for what he has already? Who could be unanswered who requests an answer which is his to give? The peace of God is yours.
For you was peace created, given you by its Creator, and established as Her Own eternal gift. How can you fail, when you but ask for what He wills for you? And how could your request be limited to you alone? No gift of God can be unshared. It is this attribute that sets the gifts of God apart from every dream that ever seemed to take the place of truth.
No one can lose and everyone must gain whenever any gift of God has been requested and received by anyone. God gives but to unite. To take away is meaningless to Her. And when it is as meaningless to you, you can be sure you share one Will with Him, and She with you. And you will also know you share one Will with all your brothers and sisters, whose intent is yours.
It is this one intent we seek today, uniting our desires with the need of every heart, the call of every mind, the hope that lies beyond despair, the love attack would hide, the brotherhood that hate has sought to sever, but which still remains as God created it. With Help like this beside us, can we fail today as we request the peace of God be given us?
Friday, March 28, 2014
It's not always easy being a forerunner.
It's not always easy being a forerunner. Sometimes you feel
like singled out at the finish line, while others are still running behind you,
with obstacles still lying ahead of them. And it may feel rather lonely there.
But it isn't a matter of who gets to finish first or who is best. It doesn't
really work that way. It isn't about who is worth more and who is worth less.
It's only a matter of choice, like everything always is. One we have made a
long time ago, before we even came here to this reality.
It isn't always easy, even though you sometimes feel such an amazing bliss. For what good serves you, when you're lacking those to share it with? When they don't get you and choose to still be asleep, while you're already wide awake. It's not the process of transformation alone that is painful. The process is wonderful and full of love. It's to see others still asleep and kicking and screaming, when you already know, how Divine we truly are and in what perfect Divine order it all truly is, even where there is outer chaos. We are truly a Masterpiece of the Mastermind and we're just one piece of the whole giant puzzle.
It hurts that when you shed such an immense Light, others still choose to stay in the dark, to be in fear, in lack, lacking empowerment and not taking the responsibility for their own Existence. It hurts that they still choose to build walls, where you truly don't have the need for them any longer. It hurts that although you are becoming a fearless Being, it is still easy to absorb their energy of fear sometimes. It hurts, because you are One with all of them, because they are a part of You! And you cannot run away from yourself.
It's almost like you want to do it out of Love, subconsciously. To make is easier on them, to make them see and feel all this sooner and faster. But it doesn't work that way. Love doesn't work that way. For if Love gave itself away, would there be any left? Love does not fight, nor does Love give itself away. Love only shares itself and only through that, it can truly illuminate. It's not easy when you still fight your 3D ego battles, but once you progress, you realize it hurts even more, when you only choose to shed Love and others still don't feel it. That's when you're supposed to Love even more.
Some will say they feel it and it's true on some level. But there are always many levels and when you feel it from the deepest core, where it is most pure, you will also know it. You will know that this is nothing you have ever felt before, at least not to that extent. There it is limitless, endless and fearless. At that level, we are the most vulnerable and it is true what they say - those who let themselves be the most vulnerable, are the strongest. Because that's what strength is, it's letting yourself be completely naked in front of others, for we are all One. That is the strength that derives from Love, not fear and ego. Once you get there, you cannot go back. But what happens, when you live way up high and many others in your presence don't? Do you lower yourself to their level to survive, do you lose your own ground, do you start losing energy and regressing back? NO! You keep reminding yourself who you are, or you let your Divine guidance remind you. You keep reminding yourself of your vision, your mission and the Love that you are. You keep finding your balance, your core center, your pure Essence, which is always there. Because they need you, the others need you to stay that way, the sleepers need you. You need to hold the high vibrations of the Awakening, if others are to awaken too. If it's their Divine Destiny, they will do it anyway, no matter how hard they try to kick and scream, while tossing and turning around in their sleep.
And you are the only one who can really understand them and what they are going through anyway. You see them through the eyes of compassion and empathy. Because you were there once too, so you know how it feels. You know how it is to dream while you are asleep, but you also know, how much more profound it is to dream once you are awake. So you need to understand them, but that is not the same as giving in. It's not a matter of being passive, you have to actively keep speaking and spreading your truth, with Love. Because someone needs to and there are those who have chosen this task a long time ago, before coming here.
They were willing, they were brave, they were fierce and fearless. Beyond this reality, we are all like this, but where we are now, not all remember that. So we need as many to remember as possible, to speak their loving truth and hold the high frequencies of Unconditional Love, Wisdom, Truth and Power. If we do not stand in our own power, someone else will and this has been going on for far too long. And that is why we must know who we truly are, we must remember, so we do not give our power away anymore. It is true that people are not actually afraid of how powerless and small they are, but they are actually afraid of their own magnificent power. Because they do not understand it.
But it was never meant to be understood anyway, it is meant to be felt. When we feel ourselves, we feel God inside, because that's where God is. It's in each and everyone of Us. It's Infinite and it's experiencing, growing and evolving through Us.
So whenever you may feel down, low, singled out or like you can't do this responsible task, remember you have chosen it long before coming to this reality. And you have chosen it because you knew you were capable, with infinite powers and potential. All you need here is to awaken the remembering. You have chosen it because you are so strong and you wanted to share your strength with others. To show them they are strong too. So whenever you feel you are not capable, just awaken the remembering again.
Remember that it was never between You and them, it was always between You and God. It is up to the Divine, that weaves this web and knows exactly what it's doing, through it's Mastermind. And always remember, you do not belong to anyone, you belong to the Divine and Divine is everywhere!
I always keep remembering who I am, no matter the illusions or appearing obstacles! I have a pact with the Universe, I have a pact with the Sun and the Earth. I belong to them! I belong to all the Stars, I belong to the Galaxies, I am a child of the Sun, the Servant of Earth! I am here on a Journey and I am on a mission to Serve. I am here to Love and to spread the Love that I AM, to shed it to every corner that is still dark.
I belong to the Mountains, Hills, Valleys and vast Landscapes, to the Streams, Rivers, Lakes, Seas and Oceans, Animals and Trees. I belong, I always have and I always will. Each and everyone of Us does! All we have to do is remember. We are not alone, there is so much Love all around, it is what makes Us. We were created by Love and so We are Love!
Please keep remembering!
With Love, Polona - See more at: http://humansarefree.com/2011/05/ascension-pioneers-my-personal.html#sthash.3VUpMxpD.dpuf
It isn't always easy, even though you sometimes feel such an amazing bliss. For what good serves you, when you're lacking those to share it with? When they don't get you and choose to still be asleep, while you're already wide awake. It's not the process of transformation alone that is painful. The process is wonderful and full of love. It's to see others still asleep and kicking and screaming, when you already know, how Divine we truly are and in what perfect Divine order it all truly is, even where there is outer chaos. We are truly a Masterpiece of the Mastermind and we're just one piece of the whole giant puzzle.
It hurts that when you shed such an immense Light, others still choose to stay in the dark, to be in fear, in lack, lacking empowerment and not taking the responsibility for their own Existence. It hurts that they still choose to build walls, where you truly don't have the need for them any longer. It hurts that although you are becoming a fearless Being, it is still easy to absorb their energy of fear sometimes. It hurts, because you are One with all of them, because they are a part of You! And you cannot run away from yourself.
It's almost like you want to do it out of Love, subconsciously. To make is easier on them, to make them see and feel all this sooner and faster. But it doesn't work that way. Love doesn't work that way. For if Love gave itself away, would there be any left? Love does not fight, nor does Love give itself away. Love only shares itself and only through that, it can truly illuminate. It's not easy when you still fight your 3D ego battles, but once you progress, you realize it hurts even more, when you only choose to shed Love and others still don't feel it. That's when you're supposed to Love even more.
Some will say they feel it and it's true on some level. But there are always many levels and when you feel it from the deepest core, where it is most pure, you will also know it. You will know that this is nothing you have ever felt before, at least not to that extent. There it is limitless, endless and fearless. At that level, we are the most vulnerable and it is true what they say - those who let themselves be the most vulnerable, are the strongest. Because that's what strength is, it's letting yourself be completely naked in front of others, for we are all One. That is the strength that derives from Love, not fear and ego. Once you get there, you cannot go back. But what happens, when you live way up high and many others in your presence don't? Do you lower yourself to their level to survive, do you lose your own ground, do you start losing energy and regressing back? NO! You keep reminding yourself who you are, or you let your Divine guidance remind you. You keep reminding yourself of your vision, your mission and the Love that you are. You keep finding your balance, your core center, your pure Essence, which is always there. Because they need you, the others need you to stay that way, the sleepers need you. You need to hold the high vibrations of the Awakening, if others are to awaken too. If it's their Divine Destiny, they will do it anyway, no matter how hard they try to kick and scream, while tossing and turning around in their sleep.
And you are the only one who can really understand them and what they are going through anyway. You see them through the eyes of compassion and empathy. Because you were there once too, so you know how it feels. You know how it is to dream while you are asleep, but you also know, how much more profound it is to dream once you are awake. So you need to understand them, but that is not the same as giving in. It's not a matter of being passive, you have to actively keep speaking and spreading your truth, with Love. Because someone needs to and there are those who have chosen this task a long time ago, before coming here.
They were willing, they were brave, they were fierce and fearless. Beyond this reality, we are all like this, but where we are now, not all remember that. So we need as many to remember as possible, to speak their loving truth and hold the high frequencies of Unconditional Love, Wisdom, Truth and Power. If we do not stand in our own power, someone else will and this has been going on for far too long. And that is why we must know who we truly are, we must remember, so we do not give our power away anymore. It is true that people are not actually afraid of how powerless and small they are, but they are actually afraid of their own magnificent power. Because they do not understand it.
But it was never meant to be understood anyway, it is meant to be felt. When we feel ourselves, we feel God inside, because that's where God is. It's in each and everyone of Us. It's Infinite and it's experiencing, growing and evolving through Us.
So whenever you may feel down, low, singled out or like you can't do this responsible task, remember you have chosen it long before coming to this reality. And you have chosen it because you knew you were capable, with infinite powers and potential. All you need here is to awaken the remembering. You have chosen it because you are so strong and you wanted to share your strength with others. To show them they are strong too. So whenever you feel you are not capable, just awaken the remembering again.
Remember that it was never between You and them, it was always between You and God. It is up to the Divine, that weaves this web and knows exactly what it's doing, through it's Mastermind. And always remember, you do not belong to anyone, you belong to the Divine and Divine is everywhere!
I always keep remembering who I am, no matter the illusions or appearing obstacles! I have a pact with the Universe, I have a pact with the Sun and the Earth. I belong to them! I belong to all the Stars, I belong to the Galaxies, I am a child of the Sun, the Servant of Earth! I am here on a Journey and I am on a mission to Serve. I am here to Love and to spread the Love that I AM, to shed it to every corner that is still dark.
I belong to the Mountains, Hills, Valleys and vast Landscapes, to the Streams, Rivers, Lakes, Seas and Oceans, Animals and Trees. I belong, I always have and I always will. Each and everyone of Us does! All we have to do is remember. We are not alone, there is so much Love all around, it is what makes Us. We were created by Love and so We are Love!
Please keep remembering!
With Love, Polona - See more at: http://humansarefree.com/2011/05/ascension-pioneers-my-personal.html#sthash.3VUpMxpD.dpuf
Wednesday, February 12, 2014
the power of God
If anyone cannot feel the power of God when he looks upon
the stars, then I doubt whether he is capable of feeling at all. From the
enduring wonder of the heavens flows all grace and power. If anyone thinks it
is mindless then he himself must be out of his mind. (On the Nature of the
Gods, Penguin Classics, 1972, 2.55)
by Polona Somrak
Dear Family of the Light, this is my personal confession!
It's not always easy being a forerunner. Sometimes you feel like singled out at the finish line, while others are still running behind you, with obstacles still lying ahead of them. And it may feel rather lonely there. But it isn't a matter of who gets to finish first or who is best. It doesn't really work that way. It isn't about who is worth more and who is worth less. It's only a matter of choice, like everything always is. One we have made a long time ago, before we even came here to this reality.
It isn't always easy, even though you sometimes feel such an amazing bliss. For what good serves you, when you're lacking those to share it with? When they don't get you and choose to still be asleep, while you're already wide awake. It's not the process of transformation alone that is painful. The process is wonderful and full of love. It's to see others still asleep and kicking and screaming, when you already know, how Divine we truly are and in what perfect Divine order it all truly is, even where there is outer chaos. We are truly a Masterpiece of the Mastermind and we're just one piece of the whole giant puzzle.
It hurts that when you shed such an immense Light, others still choose to stay in the dark, to be in fear, in lack, lacking empowerment and not taking the responsibility for their own Existence. It hurts that they still choose to build walls, where you truly don't have the need for them any longer. It hurts that although you are becoming a fearless Being, it is still easy to absorb their energy of fear sometimes. It hurts, because you are One with all of them, because they are a part of You! And you cannot run away from yourself.
It's almost like you want to do it out of Love, subconsciously. To make is easier on them, to make them see and feel all this sooner and faster. But it doesn't work that way. Love doesn't work that way. For if Love gave itself away, would there be any left? Love does not fight, nor does Love give itself away. Love only shares itself and only through that, it can truly illuminate. It's not easy when you still fight your 3D ego battles, but once you progress, you realize it hurts even more, when you only choose to shed Love and others still don't feel it. That's when you're supposed to Love even more.
Some will say they feel it and it's true on some level. But there are always many levels and when you feel it from the deepest core, where it is most pure, you will also know it. You will know that this is nothing you have ever felt before, at least not to that extent. There it is limitless, endless and fearless. At that level, we are the most vulnerable and it is true what they say - those who let themselves be the most vulnerable, are the strongest. Because that's what strength is, it's letting yourself be completely naked in front of others, for we are all One. That is the strength that derives from Love, not fear and ego. Once you get there, you cannot go back. But what happens, when you live way up high and many others in your presence don't? Do you lower yourself to their level to survive, do you lose your own ground, do you start losing energy and regressing back? NO! You keep reminding yourself who you are, or you let your Divine guidance remind you. You keep reminding yourself of your vision, your mission and the Love that you are. You keep finding your balance, your core center, your pure Essence, which is always there. Because they need you, the others need you to stay that way, the sleepers need you. You need to hold the high vibrations of the Awakening, if others are to awaken too. If it's their Divine Destiny, they will do it anyway, no matter how hard they try to kick and scream, while tossing and turning around in their sleep.
And you are the only one who can really understand them and what they are going through anyway. You see them through the eyes of compassion and empathy. Because you were there once too, so you know how it feels. You know how it is to dream while you are asleep, but you also know, how much more profound it is to dream once you are awake. So you need to understand them, but that is not the same as giving in. It's not a matter of being passive, you have to actively keep speaking and spreading your truth, with Love. Because someone needs to and there are those who have chosen this task a long time ago, before coming here.
They were willing, they were brave, they were fierce and fearless. Beyond this reality, we are all like this, but where we are now, not all remember that. So we need as many to remember as possible, to speak their loving truth and hold the high frequencies of Unconditional Love, Wisdom, Truth and Power. If we do not stand in our own power, someone else will and this has been going on for far too long. And that is why we must know who we truly are, we must remember, so we do not give our power away anymore. It is true that people are not actually afraid of how powerless and small they are, but they are actually afraid of their own magnificent power. Because they do not understand it.
But it was never meant to be understood anyway, it is meant to be felt. When we feel ourselves, we feel God inside, because that's where God is. It's in each and everyone of Us. It's Infinite and it's experiencing, growing and evolving through Us.
So whenever you may feel down, low, singled out or like you can't do this responsible task, remember you have chosen it long before coming to this reality. And you have chosen it because you knew you were capable, with infinite powers and potential. All you need here is to awaken the remembering. You have chosen it because you are so strong and you wanted to share your strength with others. To show them they are strong too. So whenever you feel you are not capable, just awaken the remembering again.
Remember that it was never between You and them, it was always between You and God. It is up to the Divine, that weaves this web and knows exactly what it's doing, through it's Mastermind. And always remember, you do not belong to anyone, you belong to the Divine and Divine is everywhere!
I always keep remembering who I am, no matter the illusions or appearing obstacles! I have a pact with the Universe, I have a pact with the Sun and the Earth. I belong to them! I belong to all the Stars, I belong to the Galaxies, I am a child of the Sun, the Servant of Earth! I am here on a Journey and I am on a mission to Serve. I am here to Love and to spread the Love that I AM, to shed it to every corner that is still dark.
I belong to the Mountains, Hills, Valleys and vast Landscapes, to the Streams, Rivers, Lakes, Seas and Oceans, Animals and Trees. I belong, I always have and I always will. Each and everyone of Us does! All we have to do is remember. We are not alone, there is so much Love all around, it is what makes Us. We were created by Love and so We are Love!
Please keep remembering!
With Love, Polona - See more at: http://humansarefree.com/2011/05/ascension-pioneers-my-personal.html#sthash.h37UUj1x.dpuf
by Polona Somrak
Dear Family of the Light, this is my personal confession!
It's not always easy being a forerunner. Sometimes you feel like singled out at the finish line, while others are still running behind you, with obstacles still lying ahead of them. And it may feel rather lonely there. But it isn't a matter of who gets to finish first or who is best. It doesn't really work that way. It isn't about who is worth more and who is worth less. It's only a matter of choice, like everything always is. One we have made a long time ago, before we even came here to this reality.
It isn't always easy, even though you sometimes feel such an amazing bliss. For what good serves you, when you're lacking those to share it with? When they don't get you and choose to still be asleep, while you're already wide awake. It's not the process of transformation alone that is painful. The process is wonderful and full of love. It's to see others still asleep and kicking and screaming, when you already know, how Divine we truly are and in what perfect Divine order it all truly is, even where there is outer chaos. We are truly a Masterpiece of the Mastermind and we're just one piece of the whole giant puzzle.
It hurts that when you shed such an immense Light, others still choose to stay in the dark, to be in fear, in lack, lacking empowerment and not taking the responsibility for their own Existence. It hurts that they still choose to build walls, where you truly don't have the need for them any longer. It hurts that although you are becoming a fearless Being, it is still easy to absorb their energy of fear sometimes. It hurts, because you are One with all of them, because they are a part of You! And you cannot run away from yourself.
It's almost like you want to do it out of Love, subconsciously. To make is easier on them, to make them see and feel all this sooner and faster. But it doesn't work that way. Love doesn't work that way. For if Love gave itself away, would there be any left? Love does not fight, nor does Love give itself away. Love only shares itself and only through that, it can truly illuminate. It's not easy when you still fight your 3D ego battles, but once you progress, you realize it hurts even more, when you only choose to shed Love and others still don't feel it. That's when you're supposed to Love even more.
Some will say they feel it and it's true on some level. But there are always many levels and when you feel it from the deepest core, where it is most pure, you will also know it. You will know that this is nothing you have ever felt before, at least not to that extent. There it is limitless, endless and fearless. At that level, we are the most vulnerable and it is true what they say - those who let themselves be the most vulnerable, are the strongest. Because that's what strength is, it's letting yourself be completely naked in front of others, for we are all One. That is the strength that derives from Love, not fear and ego. Once you get there, you cannot go back. But what happens, when you live way up high and many others in your presence don't? Do you lower yourself to their level to survive, do you lose your own ground, do you start losing energy and regressing back? NO! You keep reminding yourself who you are, or you let your Divine guidance remind you. You keep reminding yourself of your vision, your mission and the Love that you are. You keep finding your balance, your core center, your pure Essence, which is always there. Because they need you, the others need you to stay that way, the sleepers need you. You need to hold the high vibrations of the Awakening, if others are to awaken too. If it's their Divine Destiny, they will do it anyway, no matter how hard they try to kick and scream, while tossing and turning around in their sleep.
And you are the only one who can really understand them and what they are going through anyway. You see them through the eyes of compassion and empathy. Because you were there once too, so you know how it feels. You know how it is to dream while you are asleep, but you also know, how much more profound it is to dream once you are awake. So you need to understand them, but that is not the same as giving in. It's not a matter of being passive, you have to actively keep speaking and spreading your truth, with Love. Because someone needs to and there are those who have chosen this task a long time ago, before coming here.
They were willing, they were brave, they were fierce and fearless. Beyond this reality, we are all like this, but where we are now, not all remember that. So we need as many to remember as possible, to speak their loving truth and hold the high frequencies of Unconditional Love, Wisdom, Truth and Power. If we do not stand in our own power, someone else will and this has been going on for far too long. And that is why we must know who we truly are, we must remember, so we do not give our power away anymore. It is true that people are not actually afraid of how powerless and small they are, but they are actually afraid of their own magnificent power. Because they do not understand it.
But it was never meant to be understood anyway, it is meant to be felt. When we feel ourselves, we feel God inside, because that's where God is. It's in each and everyone of Us. It's Infinite and it's experiencing, growing and evolving through Us.
So whenever you may feel down, low, singled out or like you can't do this responsible task, remember you have chosen it long before coming to this reality. And you have chosen it because you knew you were capable, with infinite powers and potential. All you need here is to awaken the remembering. You have chosen it because you are so strong and you wanted to share your strength with others. To show them they are strong too. So whenever you feel you are not capable, just awaken the remembering again.
Remember that it was never between You and them, it was always between You and God. It is up to the Divine, that weaves this web and knows exactly what it's doing, through it's Mastermind. And always remember, you do not belong to anyone, you belong to the Divine and Divine is everywhere!
I always keep remembering who I am, no matter the illusions or appearing obstacles! I have a pact with the Universe, I have a pact with the Sun and the Earth. I belong to them! I belong to all the Stars, I belong to the Galaxies, I am a child of the Sun, the Servant of Earth! I am here on a Journey and I am on a mission to Serve. I am here to Love and to spread the Love that I AM, to shed it to every corner that is still dark.
I belong to the Mountains, Hills, Valleys and vast Landscapes, to the Streams, Rivers, Lakes, Seas and Oceans, Animals and Trees. I belong, I always have and I always will. Each and everyone of Us does! All we have to do is remember. We are not alone, there is so much Love all around, it is what makes Us. We were created by Love and so We are Love!
Please keep remembering!
With Love, Polona - See more at: http://humansarefree.com/2011/05/ascension-pioneers-my-personal.html#sthash.h37UUj1x.dpuf
Saturday, January 18, 2014
9 Out Of 10 Americans Are Completely Wrong About This Mind-Blowing Fact
http://www.upworthy.com/9-out-of-10-americans-are-completely-wrong-about-this-mind-blowing-fact-2?c=reccon1
Tuesday, November 26, 2013
The War on Christmas...
Black Friday, Now Black Thursday, No Wait this commercial
says it starts Wednesday. And How it boggles my mind that there are people in
this world that are already making plans for this. And they think they are not
being controlled by those in power.
It amazes me how 4 out of the top 10 richest People in this country
are heirs to the Wal-Mart Fortune, having their employees work through
Thanksgiving, because their profit margin is not high enough, I guess. At the
same time their employees are holding in store food drives so the can feed
their families a holiday meal.
Lauer, trying to get Palin to settle on one narrative, then said, “but you say it takes the heart out of Christmas.”
“No,” Palin responded, “what I’m saying is we need to protect the heart of Christmas and not let an angry atheist armed with an attorney, as Scrooge, tell us that we can’t celebrate traditional faith in America. We have a constitutionally protected right to celebrate faith and Christmas is a part of that.”
So, the commercialization of Christmas is the heart of Christmas? And that needs to be protected?*
I don’t get it… Some people truly live the words they preach.
And some truly don’t.
Especially those, who hold the public eye, or make a living off of our tax dollars in public power. They spout their devotion, when it is only sound bites. The problem is that most of those in power, private and public hold the purse strings.
Jesus was truly a socialist and bleeding heart liberal. It was about living the truth that, “there is no success when others are still suffering” **.
So to those who are offended because others say happy holidays, instead of merry Christmas, need to have a reality check. The population of Christianity is not the only group of God’s children here. And this country was based upon one of the tenants called, freedom of religion, not govern and control by Christianity.
So, instead of seeing commercials about how I am going to save money on new crap from China, how about commercials about how we are going to make this country one that holds some worth in the world.
And not the worth that most still hold onto, waving the flag and yelling we are number one.
There are only 3 things we are number one in at this time. 1) the number of incarcerated citizens. 2) Number of Adults who believe Angels are real. (I do.) 3) Defense spending where we spend more than the next 26 nations combined, 25 of them are allies.
Right now in the world we are the number one laughing stock, the rest of the world is watching us be driven into an land of Kings and serfs, all over again.
Don’t believe it’s true… Look at the austerity measures being pushed through our governments of the free world. Look at the disintegration of the middle class… But as long as I can get a 32” TV for under 100 dollars, who cares? Right?
The Christmas we celebrate in this country has nothing to do with Christianity. The only thing it has to do with Christ in this commercialized epoch, is hiding baby Jesus until Christmas morning, for the giant manger we have out side.
So how about we throw aside the partisan titles, the religious battles, such as the war on Christmas, and simply start caring about our fellow human beings? They aren’t towel heads, they are fathers and son’s. They aren’t cheap Jews, they are mothers and daughters. They aren't unwilling to work poor, they are the serfs being created to do the bidding of the masters with the most.
I don’t remember ever reading anything about a world like this in the Bible that I read.
I don’t remember where Christ stated; Judge, Label and condemn your fellow man out of your hearts.
So this Christmas season I will hold you all in my heart and do what I can to make this world a better place for all, not a select few. And I ask that you do the same.
Love, Light and God Bless our silly human ways…
* From an interview on the Today Show.*
** Mother Theresa quote.
Sunday, December 16, 2012
LifeWalk Spiritual Community Winter Solstice Gathering
- 7:00pm until 10:00pm


Sisters, Oregon
Solstice Blessing - Toning, to balance ourselves and the planet.
Thank you to all who showed up last week. Your energy, sharing and blessing were a gift to all present and our home. Join us this week, as we prepare for the Solstice, through joining our voices in the pressure wave of love. Invite all those you would like... Weather permitting we would love to do this around the medicine wheel. Bring a food offering, if you can. We will finish the evening enjoying the gifts of the earth.
Wednesday, April 18, 2012
The Battle for our Planet...
This war is on going and there are many fronts to the battle. The number of "greys", (whether Lizzies, Mars Greys, Or any of the countless others), Have a major strong hold on the teetering structures of our false government. I know we have already won... I see it. I see the time that all of the beings that are literally trapped in the 3d realm are so fearful of the moment that they are left alone in this dimensional plane that they are pulling out every conceivable notion at their disposal to keep us from advancing our light signature vibration into higher dimensional vertices.
These attempts will all be in vain... I have witnessed the outcome, I have watched their desperate choices over millennium of times... since they ripped the fabric of their universe through the workings of external merkabas, they have been working to keep our civilizations of Free Will Angels trapped within this field of perceptivity that we are accustomed at this time.
We must fight by holding the light of truth, the vibration of love, and the blessing of all things we see. To witness all things in truth, without loosing our perspective of who we are. The strength with in our collective of souls, that will eradicate the lower level fears and doubts in ourselves, and each other. 2) We must also bring the courage of stepping into the threat of those holding darkness around us. As the Christ stated in his teaching of a young Alexandrian, “Since you know the ways of kindness and value justice, perhaps the Gods have brought this erring man near that you may lead him into this better way. Maybe you are the salt which is to make this brother more agreeable to all other men; that is, if you have not lost your savor. As it is, this man is your master in that his evil ways unfavorably influence you. Why not assert your mastery of evil by virtue of the power of goodness and thus become the master of all relations between the two of you? I predict that the good in you could overcome the evil in him if you gave it a fair and living chance. There is no adventure in the course of mortal existence more enthralling than to enjoy the exhilaration of becoming the material life partner with spiritual energy and divine truth in one of their triumphant struggles with error and evil. It is a marvelous and transforming experience to become the living channel of spiritual light to the mortal who sits in spiritual darkness. If you are more blessed with truth than is this man, his need should challenge you. Surely you are not the coward who could stand by on the seashore and watch a fellow man who could not swim perish! How much more of value is this man’s soul floundering in darkness compared to his body drowning in water!”
I believe we are ready, willing and able to overcome the degenerative forces that are presenting themselves to us... I also know that we are the ones we have been waiting for...
Bless us all as we model the light for all to see...
Sunday, March 18, 2012
Wednesday, March 07, 2012
Worth your time...
If you have 35 minutes of your life to devote to watching something, watch this. There was nothing in this video I did not know as truth in my four body, liquid crystal oscillating system of light. Know that if you truly open your being to hearing the what is shared, you may just have to shift your prospective. Enjoy!
Love to you and all you hold dear... In your heart and in your shadows... Michael
Love to you and all you hold dear... In your heart and in your shadows... Michael
Monday, January 02, 2012
Ascension Earth 2012: Message from the Galactic Federation 1/1/12
Ascension Earth 2012: Message from the Galactic Federation 1/1/12: Dear ones, we come to you today with a message of joy and hope, of love and light, and the promise of a new year for you and your people...
Thursday, December 29, 2011
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