A reminder for me... A reminder for you

If You Have Trouble Loving Yourself


Self-love is not how you feel about yourself. It's what you do for yourself. You can only love yourself by doing, not thinking. Execute feats of love, feats of respect, for your own benefit.

Time to start a revolution.... Care to join me, at risk? our lives... At stake? the future of mankind for our children...

How long have I felt outside our society, our make believe world of how life should be. How fucked up the entire unfolding of our history of oppression, destruction and manipulation.

Be Afraid... Then take Action... For only when all of the ants work together, will the grasshoppers take note...

 For those who know that our world is nothing but a game for those in power... watch these videos. For those who wish to stay wrapped in illusion, in the media's tinsel of bachelors, idols, 24 hour deception channels (news networks), please steer clear, for you will not only not like what you hear here, you will undoubtedly become a weapon for those in charge. You will fight to stay numb, you will kill to have things stay exactly as they are... this is what those who control the world want from you.

So, if you ever watched the pixar movie, "a bugs life", we are the bugs, they are the grasshoppers, and all they wish is for us to think nothing of depth, just accepted collusion in the myriad of human control. I bless each one of us as we move towards the future... What it becomes is up to us... I have faith in everyone of us.

Thank you... My simple, honest appreciation

I am truly thankful to all, that take their time, to follow or read what I share here. I so love life right now, and even though it is asking so much from me, in so little time, I am rising to the world that is unfolding before me.
I like when these moments come...

So thank you for being a crew member of the spacecraft, Earth... As we hurtle through the cosmos,spinning around a giant burning gaseous globe.

I hold, Peace and Blessings in my heart, (or, seven layer liquid crystal oscillating system), for all those who walk this planet with me.

Michael...

Who are you...?

I ask this not in unknowing, in a quest of adventure...
Who are you when you are with your best friend?
Who are you when you are with your parents?
Who are you when you are with a a child?
Who are you when you are with a co-worker or boss?

When do you believe you are your truest expression of yourself? When there is no role to play and you exist in your purest form.

Life throws us many manifestations of creation at every moment. Have you taken the time to truly create a space for the original you? Not just what is the reactionary creation of stimulous response, but the conscious mind, body, soul and Emotionally balanced being that you truly are as yourself.

That being you become in the sublime moments where you the universe around you, all of the forces of life, including Spirit, are flowing in harmony as one...

Do you know this feeling? Have you chosen to exude it in your world? Well this is my goal for today...

To realize I am not just the sum of my part, I am not just the projections of others... I AM... and if it is good enough for God... it is good enough for me...

My Love, Blessings and light to everyone and all you hold dear in your hearts and in your shadows...

Life, Love, 2012 and the here and now...

 I am often asked about 2012... I usually tell people, "Hey, just breathe, be your authentic self, and we can deal with what is ahead as it moves towards us. Each day, between now and then, the universe and life on this planet are amping towards a perceptual shift for all of us. Where space, time and relativity as we know it will no longer be the same. This brings fear to some, relief to others, and most, a general apathy towards anything messing with their Wednesday night t.v. schedule.


I will be sharing more about this and what is to come as we move forward. I will at times find information that I believe is worth sharing. the piece below is one of them. 


My Blessings and love to all you hold dear... In your hearts and in your shadows...



HEAL THE POLARIZATION
by Patricia Diane Cota-Robles
http://eraofpeace.org

There is a lot of misinformation circulating about what will happen in 2012. Most of it is fear-based and predicting things like cataclysmic earth changes and the end of the world. In Truth, we have already entered the initial impulse of the Shift of the Ages. We began our ascent up the Spiral of Evolution into the 5th Dimension between the Lunar and Solar Eclipses in November 2003, during an event that was coined Harmonic Concordance. That does not mean, however, that 2012 is not important. It is very significant.

I so love the world and all those I share it with...

The Story of Life

Sometimes people come into your life

And you know right away that they were meant to be there.

To serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson,

or to help you figure out who you are or who you want to become.

You never know who these people may be,

(Possibly your roommate, neighbor, coworker, long lost, lover, or even a complete stranger),

but when you lock eyes with them you know at that very moment they will.

Everything happens for a reason.

Nothing happens by chance or by means of good luck.

Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness, and sheer stupidity

all occurs to test the limits of your soul.

Without these small tests, whatever they may be,

life would be like a smoothly paved, straight, flat road to nowhere.

It would be safe and comfortable, but dull and utterly pointless.

The people you meet who affect your life and the success and downfalls you experience,

help to create who you are and who you become.

Even the bad experiences can be learned from.

In fact, they are probably the most poignant and important ones.

If someone hurts you, betrays you, or breaks your heart,

forgive them, for they have helped you learn about trust

and the importance of being cautious when you open your heart.

If someone loves you, love them back unconditionally,

not only because they love you, but because in a way,

they are teaching you to love and how to open your heart and eyes to things.

Make every day count.

Appreciate every moment and take from those moments everything that you possibly can,

for you may never be able to experience it again.

Talk to people that you have never talked to before, and actually listen.

Let yourself fall in love, break free, and set your sights high.

Hold your head up because you have every right to.

Tell yourself you are a great individual and believe in yourself,

for if you don't believe in yourself, it will be hard for others to believe in you.

You can make of your life anything you wish.

Most importantly, create your own life and then go out and live it with absolutely NO regrets.

And learn a lesson in life each day that you live.

To appreciate the little things... and every little thing is a moment just for us...

This picture made me laugh so hard, I almost peed myself... And it was the catalyst for tonight's post. Well that, and a statement my son, Zachary, made this evening.

He said, " The way I'm looking at life, it doesn't seem offer enough fulfillment. I used to look forward to little things, new video games, new toys..."
I replied; "those things used to fill your cup, but now the cup is bigge,r and it takes more than a game to fill it up..."

"Yeah..." His acceptance. 

This is where the little things come in... We allow ourselves to get lost in the programming of our society. We lose touch with our true nature of who we are to the point that we don't even recognize ourselves anymore and the little things, the material things, just don't seem to reach our need to feel deeply, about what we are doing in life.

A Global Operation... A Spiritual Conspiracy...

Wow... Weeks into the new year and everything is different already. My, how life doesn't really mind, if we play along or not. So, this piece is one that I live my life by... Another one of those collections of conscious knowings, that I will once again, ask everyone to join me in bringing to life through our choices and conscious intent. 

As we walk through our busy days, remember to bless those people that we think little about, as we pay the bills and go to work. There are thousands, right now in Haiti, and around the world that are dying, in struggle, fear and dismay. 

Please take a moment of your blessed time to hold them in your thoughts as they struggle in ways that you are avoiding right now. If you can help, DO IT!!! My love and blessings to everyone and those you hold dear in your hearts and in your shadows... 

On the surface of the world right now there is war and violence and things seem dark. But calmly and quietly, at the same time, something else is happening underground…

An inner revolution is taking place and certain individuals are being called to a higher light. It is a silent revolution. From the inside out. From the ground up. This is a Global operation. A Spiritual Conspiracy.

There are sleeper cells in every nation on the planet. You won’t see us on the T.V. You won’t read about us in the newspaper. You won’t hear about us on the radio. We don’t seek any glory. We don’t wear any uniform. We come in all shapes and sizes, colors and styles.

Most of us work anonymously. We are quietly working behind the scenes in every country and culture of the world. Cities big and small, mountains and valleys, in farms and villages, tribes and remote islands. You could pass by one of us on the street and not even notice.

It is the little moments of connections that are the most felt in our Souls...

Today, My daughter called me to let me know that she received her acceptance letter to the University of Oregon... My how the time flies...

And then, I get emotionally side swiped by a simple movie... Momma Mia! There is a song in it, that pulls at me, every time I hear it. And especially tonight, after hearing from Hayley... it really rang true for me...

The truth through the ages...

As many of you know, I spend an inordinary amount of time seeking truth... In all shapes sizes and forms. Truth is what keeps the cosmos from ripping apart the fabric of reality. We can find truths in every situation when ever we step past our ego and move to the center of our being. once we understand the vibration of the connection between our minds and our hearts, we can discern the truth. It vibrates at a frequency which tells every soul in our body that the truth has been acknowledged. Join me, as we move through the myriad of lies and deceptions perpetuated upon us, by all those systems in our world that truly do not want us to know how powerful and beautiful we truly are... 

I will try again tomorrow...

I have once again reach one of those moments where life has hit a, seriously titanium, wall... I don't know if it is life or it is just me. I have been here before... Shattered, not really feeling as if I have any idea of what I am doing, even though I am doing it. Not all of it in a good way... And I am moving towards a catastrophe,... of some sort, it would seem.

My Father...

I have thought about my father off and on this week and what he sees now of his children and his legacy... Below are the last two written communications I had with my father before he passed away and after. I don't know why it hit me to share this, but as I believe I am a conduit, at times, for Spirit to move through me. I am just following the guidance... May those who still have your fathers around... Love them dearly no matter what you believe they have done or haven't done. As I posted as a quote here before;

"Just because someone doesn't love us the way we want them to... Doesn't mean they don't love you with everything they have..."

Greetings Father,

Angelic Guides of Purpose... Why are you here?

Each of us comes into this world with a special mission or life purpose that only we can accomplish. Often we have a sense of what this purpose is from the time we are very young yet few are fortunate enough to have that sense of purpose encouraged or supported. Instead many of us are pushed into doing things that our parents or other people feel is really best for us to be doing, they ignore our own vision of what we came here to do because THEIRS was also ignored when they were young as well! It takes great strength of will and stamina to go against what others may see us being right for us and sadly many fall into that trap of living out someone elses dream.

"Any suggestions on how to start thinking outside the box?"

Cynthia, wrote; "I like the quote today....half the time it seems like the world is spinning by and I am just existing.....or "rambling on", not ever really catching up with the world around me. I enjoy the world that I have created around me for the most part but there just seems like there is so much more I could be enjoying....not sure how to get there and experience what life really has in store for me. Any suggestions on how to start thinking outside the box?"

What a wonderfully honest statement of self-observation, desire, and potential you have created... Thank you, I am honored to respond...

As stated above "I wonder what we have when we're not pretending." Most of us, have created a persona of who we are to the world in response to the world around us. To make choices, of who we project as ourselves to others, as apposed to being truthfully ourselves in the moment. I know for me, I have spent much time playing revolving roles, for those who walk into my world on a daily basis. But if we want to start thinking outside the box, we must deconstruct, and pull back our connections from those around us that we are plugged into. To truly understand the connections we have made and what they are based upon.

Talk to me... hello!? Can you hear me?? Hello...?

I have a request of those who may read this blog...

My want is for you to let me know what you think. To tell me I am whacked or that I may be on to something now and again. I started this simple little blog to start a dialog between me and the rest of the world. So if you see something you like, leave a comment. If you read something you don't like, leave a comment.

One of my favorite things is when I am asked questions that I can respond to. They can be about anything, as you see I am all over the board with the topics I write about. I especially love to respond to topics of love, consciousness, spirituality, or anything that anyone things would be a good topic to produce my thoughts about.

One of my favorite pages was posted early on when I answered questions in the blog Post, "My Homework". I love to expand upon thoughts and create discussions about where we are, where we are going, and how we might get there.

So if your out there, let me know... I would love to hear feedback from those who read this and start new directions of thought through your inspiration and ideas.

May you all have a wonderful Thursday of Discovery, Love and Good Fortune.

Blessings to you all... and to those you hold in your hearts and in your shadows...

Willing to stand alone... or create a new reality...

Does this concept seem strange to anyone else but me? We talk about our planet, so matter of fact-like as if we don't see the forest for the trees. Why is it we spend so much time, in our make-believe society, ( And don't give me any crap! It is make-believe... Anything we agree upon to have physical or monetary value is just made up. Period!), and spend so little time thinking about things greater than ourselves? Are we so caught up in the game of interactive expressions of value, that we don't even take the time, to see who we are playing with?

Everyday from this day forth, as I walk through my days, I will live in truth... I will allow my Shadow / Dark Angel, when it is apparent to me, to be expressed through consciously acknowledging what it is and why its up for me. As well, I will allow my Gold / Light Angel, my love, to be expressed to all those who I walk with... I'm getting better at it everyday.

But...(this is where you come in...),  I also need everyone else to join me. To move our minds and hearts towards true expression... not just the mask of being a good person, but the totality of who we are...

What to do... What to do... Hey God, I'm waiting...

So I really seem to at this point in my life where i have know Idea what the hell to do, but i seem to be doing it... It like limbo to an extent as i am waiting for the next moment of oppurtunity to arrive. I have so many wonderful peopl in life that walk in and out each day, and still there is always this feeling that more is going on all around me. That I am waiting for something, some time or someone to arrive and instruct me that the time is now.

I want to believe that what I am doing is what I am suposed to be doing, ( as it is, since I am doing it.), and still there is this notion that this is not all was placed upon this planet to do.

Some people talk about missing out on opurtunities in life... I am stating here that I am open to the signs of Spirit, and I ask that they be made available to me in a way that I know they are from you... And each day I will step further into the unknown and reach for the next moment with courage and clear sight...

I hold this for all those in life that are feeling the ccentrifuge of enertia of time and space starting to reel itself in a new direction... or it could just be the passing of the full Moon...

Blessings, Love & Light to all who breathe...

How About some Angel reality this holiday season...

 Okay... I sat at the computer this evening and decided that I was going to start spending more time writing the things that come to me that in past lives have had me burned at the stake for heretical notions. I believe We are beyond that, to a point... So This is what came to me tonight as I asked what I was to share to the world in this moment. I hope it brings some insights and questions to those who are looking for a deeper meaning to this life...

In all of existence, in all of time ,  every bit of creation  is an extension of  the  original thought, a part of the whole of all things. If I wish my being (my individual expression of Spirit) to survive, it is completely dependant upon my working within the thoughts and actions of forwarding a greater unfolding of all life. An acceptance of my place within the whole… To truly see myself, as an agent of Spirit, a Free-will Angel, and one of God’s most powerful sons. Powerful enough to step into the unfolding of the Divine will of life... Without the need to appease my ego… to know that I am here for a reason and if I am not living it I am wasting the gift of life that was bestowed upon me.

Just wanted everyone to have a chance to check it out... Hayley doing it again...

     
 Okay... So I know I am a dead man but a Dad's gotta do what a Dad has to do... I know it seems as if I go on and on... Hayley is such an inspiration to me, around creating what we wish to experience, that I can't stop seeing her examples...I love you sweetie...

I think she has been in our local paper more than anyone I know in the last twelve years we have lived here.  Last week had two entries, and these are this weeks.

Sisters High School honors veterans

Michelle Summers' Jazz Choir pleased the crowd with their rendition of the National Anthem, "Soldier Boy."
(My Rebel... second from the right)

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Letters to the Editor 11/25/2009


To the Editor:

The presentation of "Fiddler on the Roof" last week was outstanding.

All the hard work in learning and perfecting the songs, dance and acting certainly showed! Thank you to all who were involved. We enjoyed it very much. It is such a pleasure to see the school productions.

Paul and Sue Edgerton


To the Editor:

Sisters High School's production of "Fiddler on the Roof" last week was simply wonderful.

The director, Michelle Summers, should be congratulated for all her efforts. Other kudos go to Susanna Harrison for her choreography, Stephanie King on piano and Darlene Nash on violin as well as the tech and backstage support.

The transformation of Austin Erlandson's face and voice into the character of Tevye was quite surprising and solidly done.

The acting and singing of Hayley Valoppi, Claire Kanzig and Julia Rahm and Felicia Zandonatti were outstanding as well.