I will try again tomorrow...

I have once again reach one of those moments where life has hit a, seriously titanium, wall... I don't know if it is life or it is just me. I have been here before... Shattered, not really feeling as if I have any idea of what I am doing, even though I am doing it. Not all of it in a good way... And I am moving towards a catastrophe,... of some sort, it would seem.

My Father...

I have thought about my father off and on this week and what he sees now of his children and his legacy... Below are the last two written communications I had with my father before he passed away and after. I don't know why it hit me to share this, but as I believe I am a conduit, at times, for Spirit to move through me. I am just following the guidance... May those who still have your fathers around... Love them dearly no matter what you believe they have done or haven't done. As I posted as a quote here before;

"Just because someone doesn't love us the way we want them to... Doesn't mean they don't love you with everything they have..."

Greetings Father,

Angelic Guides of Purpose... Why are you here?

Each of us comes into this world with a special mission or life purpose that only we can accomplish. Often we have a sense of what this purpose is from the time we are very young yet few are fortunate enough to have that sense of purpose encouraged or supported. Instead many of us are pushed into doing things that our parents or other people feel is really best for us to be doing, they ignore our own vision of what we came here to do because THEIRS was also ignored when they were young as well! It takes great strength of will and stamina to go against what others may see us being right for us and sadly many fall into that trap of living out someone elses dream.

"Any suggestions on how to start thinking outside the box?"

Cynthia, wrote; "I like the quote today....half the time it seems like the world is spinning by and I am just existing.....or "rambling on", not ever really catching up with the world around me. I enjoy the world that I have created around me for the most part but there just seems like there is so much more I could be enjoying....not sure how to get there and experience what life really has in store for me. Any suggestions on how to start thinking outside the box?"

What a wonderfully honest statement of self-observation, desire, and potential you have created... Thank you, I am honored to respond...

As stated above "I wonder what we have when we're not pretending." Most of us, have created a persona of who we are to the world in response to the world around us. To make choices, of who we project as ourselves to others, as apposed to being truthfully ourselves in the moment. I know for me, I have spent much time playing revolving roles, for those who walk into my world on a daily basis. But if we want to start thinking outside the box, we must deconstruct, and pull back our connections from those around us that we are plugged into. To truly understand the connections we have made and what they are based upon.

Talk to me... hello!? Can you hear me?? Hello...?

I have a request of those who may read this blog...

My want is for you to let me know what you think. To tell me I am whacked or that I may be on to something now and again. I started this simple little blog to start a dialog between me and the rest of the world. So if you see something you like, leave a comment. If you read something you don't like, leave a comment.

One of my favorite things is when I am asked questions that I can respond to. They can be about anything, as you see I am all over the board with the topics I write about. I especially love to respond to topics of love, consciousness, spirituality, or anything that anyone things would be a good topic to produce my thoughts about.

One of my favorite pages was posted early on when I answered questions in the blog Post, "My Homework". I love to expand upon thoughts and create discussions about where we are, where we are going, and how we might get there.

So if your out there, let me know... I would love to hear feedback from those who read this and start new directions of thought through your inspiration and ideas.

May you all have a wonderful Thursday of Discovery, Love and Good Fortune.

Blessings to you all... and to those you hold in your hearts and in your shadows...

Willing to stand alone... or create a new reality...

Does this concept seem strange to anyone else but me? We talk about our planet, so matter of fact-like as if we don't see the forest for the trees. Why is it we spend so much time, in our make-believe society, ( And don't give me any crap! It is make-believe... Anything we agree upon to have physical or monetary value is just made up. Period!), and spend so little time thinking about things greater than ourselves? Are we so caught up in the game of interactive expressions of value, that we don't even take the time, to see who we are playing with?

Everyday from this day forth, as I walk through my days, I will live in truth... I will allow my Shadow / Dark Angel, when it is apparent to me, to be expressed through consciously acknowledging what it is and why its up for me. As well, I will allow my Gold / Light Angel, my love, to be expressed to all those who I walk with... I'm getting better at it everyday.

But...(this is where you come in...),  I also need everyone else to join me. To move our minds and hearts towards true expression... not just the mask of being a good person, but the totality of who we are...

What to do... What to do... Hey God, I'm waiting...

So I really seem to at this point in my life where i have know Idea what the hell to do, but i seem to be doing it... It like limbo to an extent as i am waiting for the next moment of oppurtunity to arrive. I have so many wonderful peopl in life that walk in and out each day, and still there is always this feeling that more is going on all around me. That I am waiting for something, some time or someone to arrive and instruct me that the time is now.

I want to believe that what I am doing is what I am suposed to be doing, ( as it is, since I am doing it.), and still there is this notion that this is not all was placed upon this planet to do.

Some people talk about missing out on opurtunities in life... I am stating here that I am open to the signs of Spirit, and I ask that they be made available to me in a way that I know they are from you... And each day I will step further into the unknown and reach for the next moment with courage and clear sight...

I hold this for all those in life that are feeling the ccentrifuge of enertia of time and space starting to reel itself in a new direction... or it could just be the passing of the full Moon...

Blessings, Love & Light to all who breathe...

How About some Angel reality this holiday season...

 Okay... I sat at the computer this evening and decided that I was going to start spending more time writing the things that come to me that in past lives have had me burned at the stake for heretical notions. I believe We are beyond that, to a point... So This is what came to me tonight as I asked what I was to share to the world in this moment. I hope it brings some insights and questions to those who are looking for a deeper meaning to this life...

In all of existence, in all of time ,  every bit of creation  is an extension of  the  original thought, a part of the whole of all things. If I wish my being (my individual expression of Spirit) to survive, it is completely dependant upon my working within the thoughts and actions of forwarding a greater unfolding of all life. An acceptance of my place within the whole… To truly see myself, as an agent of Spirit, a Free-will Angel, and one of God’s most powerful sons. Powerful enough to step into the unfolding of the Divine will of life... Without the need to appease my ego… to know that I am here for a reason and if I am not living it I am wasting the gift of life that was bestowed upon me.

Just wanted everyone to have a chance to check it out... Hayley doing it again...

     
 Okay... So I know I am a dead man but a Dad's gotta do what a Dad has to do... I know it seems as if I go on and on... Hayley is such an inspiration to me, around creating what we wish to experience, that I can't stop seeing her examples...I love you sweetie...

I think she has been in our local paper more than anyone I know in the last twelve years we have lived here.  Last week had two entries, and these are this weeks.

Sisters High School honors veterans

Michelle Summers' Jazz Choir pleased the crowd with their rendition of the National Anthem, "Soldier Boy."
(My Rebel... second from the right)

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Letters to the Editor 11/25/2009


To the Editor:

The presentation of "Fiddler on the Roof" last week was outstanding.

All the hard work in learning and perfecting the songs, dance and acting certainly showed! Thank you to all who were involved. We enjoyed it very much. It is such a pleasure to see the school productions.

Paul and Sue Edgerton


To the Editor:

Sisters High School's production of "Fiddler on the Roof" last week was simply wonderful.

The director, Michelle Summers, should be congratulated for all her efforts. Other kudos go to Susanna Harrison for her choreography, Stephanie King on piano and Darlene Nash on violin as well as the tech and backstage support.

The transformation of Austin Erlandson's face and voice into the character of Tevye was quite surprising and solidly done.

The acting and singing of Hayley Valoppi, Claire Kanzig and Julia Rahm and Felicia Zandonatti were outstanding as well.

A moment to review and then... Are You Ready for Love?

 Greetings To all... may you have joy in your hearts and food in your fridge...

This has been one hell of a week. Twenty hours on Monday, finishing a replica gingerbread house of the lodge I work at, to raise money for Habitat for Humanity.

Then Thanksgiving... We have such a great crew, you guys Rock!... Everyone worked their buts off and we unfolded a wonderful holiday to about 140 people. The Best part was Zach hanging out at the lodge with me, we made pizza and watch "Open Season", a must see animated movie...

Then Friday, a wedding, for one of our own. I couldn't let someone else do the cake...(man I really dislike decorating wedding cakes with cream cheese frosting,), but EK, deserved it :). But it worked and the bride and groom had a wonderful day...

A day of play Saturday night with good friends... Hayley came to hang with us, (who stole the show), I so love the woman she is becoming...

A day of music at home and cleaning with the kids... and now I am here with you... Thanks for showing up. My love and blessings...

Okay, enough about my world, (I am just glad to have survived), Tonight I wish to share a beautiful piece, that I believe, is one of the most translucent portrayals of Love and relationship I have come across in some time...  The Author is unknown, so, I have no one to give credit too. I can still say thank you to whoever, in there minds eye, saw these words unfold from their hands...

This is going out to all those who wonder if where they are is where they should be... and to share this with those you love. May you know love, joy and health on this day... Michael

Are You Ready for Love?

A good relationship isn't a game you play or an ego trip you take. It is about love
and two people. Loving someone can give us the greatest joy we can ever know and
it can hurt more than we can believe too. When it does not really hurt when that
person did something disappointing to you, but really hurts when you see that
person in pain and sadness, then you know you truly love that person.

Thankful...

On this day I am thankful for my life...

On this day I am thankful for my Children...

On this day I am thankful for making it through another night...

On this day I am thankful for the purring kitty in my lap...

On this day I am thankful for the food in my fridge...

On this day I am thankful for indoor plumbing...

2012 & DNA changes... check your baggage at the door...

Back again... whew that was a quick week...but now it is time to spend my life making sure everyone else has a wonderful holiday... So I won't be posting much this week. ( That said, I might just have more to say than ever...) 


As we move towards 2012 I am going to post, now and then, articles I align with... This is one of them. I see this happening. I feel it in my self, ask anyone who knows me, what this month has been like to be around me. Things are changing. 


I also see this in the children... If you pay attention, you may be able to see them not only contemplating their worlds, but actually looking through you at a soul level, seeing if it is safe to let thier true selves emerge in your presence...


DNA Changes

Berrenda Fox provides evidence of DNA and cellular changes in this article by Patricia Resch.
Dr. Fox is the holistic practitioner of the Avalon Wellness Centre in Mt. Shasta California.

The Avalon Clinic represents the re-emergence of the ideal of healing as practiced on the original Isle of Avalon. Dr. Fox has proven through blood tests that some people have actually developed new strands of DNA.

PR: Berrenda, tell us a little about your background.
BF: I have doctorates in physiology and naturopathy. During my training in Europe I also was involved with the
media and this still continues in film management. As you know, I'm working with FOX Television Network to bring about understanding of extraterrestrials and their role in what is happening with mankind at this time. The most well known are 'Sightings' and 'The X-Files'.

To my Son... Zachary.

Zachary…

You are the coolest young Man I have ever had the pleasure of knowing…
As a Son, I could have asked for none better…
You are wise for your years…
You are quick to learn… quicker to care…

This goes out to everyone I have ever known as well as those I have yet to meet... Bless you...

Never Forget

Your presence is a present to the world.
You're unique and one of a kind.
Your life can be what you want it to be.
Take the days, just one at a time.

Insanity... it's not just an excuse, but a way of life...

So often, I walk through my day realizing how insignificantly different I am from all those around me, and how far outside the norm my view of the world truly is. I don't mean this in a, better than / less than, equation of the people around me. It is just a disparity in relating at a truly deeper level. I own my own fear, that when it comes to not playing a role, (Chef, Father, Firefighter, Minister...), I do fear the reprisal of others, at times when I truly wish to be wholly real.

How to Appreciate a Man...

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Allowing the Divine to move through me... Part III... and so it goes.

This is the third, in a string, of this series of pieces upon this blog to assist those who wish to move themselves into new paradigms of thought and perception of their world.

Today we are going to cover the notions of Feelings, Emotions... and finally Faith.

Remember... in regards to Feelings... There is only Love and that which is not Love.

We can break down our feelings into distinct categories to understand our basic reactions to life.

The basic structure of our Energetic Response System, (or as I like to refer to it, Our seven layer liquid crystal oscillating system. Facilitated by our four body Consciousness Grid.), Into four systemic components.

A prayer of Co-Creation for this Day... by St. Francis of Assisi...

Make me an instrument of Your peace.
Where there is hatred, let me sow love;
Where there is injury, pardon;
Where there is doubt, faith;
Where there is despair, hope;
Where there is darkness, light, and
Where there is sadness, joy.

Grant that I may not so much seek
To be consoled as to console;
To be understood as to understand;
To be loved as to love;
For it is in giving that we receive;
It is in pardoning that we are pardoned; and
It is in dying that we are born to eternal life.

In the Tradition of the Teachings of St. Francis of Assisi

Allowing the Divine to move through me... part II

This is the second, in a string, of this series of pieces upon this blog to assist those who wish to move themselves into new paradigms of thought and perception of their world. Some of this may be simplistic for many... Others, may find a first thought of movement in choice, about how they perceive their world and how they step through it. If any of it causes question that needs guidance, or to be set in a different context, just email me and let me know. 

Our Dual Selves

Our choices and desires are most often influenced by one aspect of duality or the other. For example; right and wrong. Night and day. Ying and Yang. Good or Bad, and so on. The one piece of our duality that gets very little playing time in the front lines of our live is our Energetic bodies.

Hayley Skye... What a gift... 18 revolutions around the Sun, and still gaining speed...

I woke up today and remembered, it was just yesterday, I watched Hayley Skye take off her seatbelt, gather her things, and run to get on the bus for her first day of first grade...

Today, 18 years ago at 4:44* pm, (*the initiation of Spirit), seven pound-three ounce, Hayley Skye had taken her first breath in the 3d world.

Tonight at 4:44pm I thanked God, out-rightly, for the gift of the responsibility to assist in the life of such an Angel of freewill. An Indigo, of the highest development of the next generation of beings, to take our world beyond anything we can possibly imagine.