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Tuesday, April 07, 2015

Evolution My Ass...



We believe we have become a greater example of humanity... The only thing that we, as a species have accomplished, is the modernization of how we distract ourselves from actually having to interact with other humans. We have not come so far...

And there is hope... There are those who walk upon this earth with a light in their heart, flashing, OPEN. The One's who show up to help. The ones who stand between the hypocrisy that is so brazenly whipped about...

Let us not be the generation that started the slide, back into the darkness... Let us shine our light!

Sunday, April 05, 2015

Your Resurrection...





When it comes to the heart, these are the rules;

You do not send your spirit on negative missions. You pay attention that your heart is still seething, and you call it back.

You pay attention to the fact that if you are blaming someone for some misery in your life, you are not honoring the rules you claim to play by.

You pay attention to the fact that love does not mean hallmark, it means honoring people and recognizing that every other person has his or her divine purpose for being here. And you are not privileged to know the reason behind it.

And you pay attention to the fact that just because a relationship didn’t go the way you wanted it does not mean that you get to punish the other for ever. Knock it off!
Pull yourself together! Have some backbone. And look at it and so, “ Okay, it wasn’t the best experience on the planet, but hey, you’re learning. I’m learning, and I have agreed to live by the perception we are learning together. You pull yourself together.

People only harm you if you look through the lens of human justice. Which assumes the illusion, from the very beginning… That you are innocent and everyone else is guilty. That you have never done anything wrong.

This my friends, when lived, is your resurrection...

Tuesday, March 24, 2015




How many times have you tried to lay down to sleep and are writing 2 songs, writing 2 or 3 workshops, thinking of ideas to add to a book on alternative discipline you are working on, thinking about how you serve the world, you have to do all at one time. You can't sleep why? Your brain won't stop. Finally you give up. You don't even bother going to bed. Why? Your brain is like a freight train. The more you type the more it flows. The more you play the easier it becomes. It overwhelms you, it's an adrenalin rush beyond imagination. This goes on for...well you have no idea. You have no sense of time.

Then you crash and burn. No warning. You don't know what happened. You've fell into a pit you cannot get out of. You can't see any light at all. You're all alone. You're tired. Nobody cares. You've gave it all you had in you, but still not one single person understands you. All you ever hear is "What, Huh, I don't understand, in English please, Doesn't make sense"

You're thinking, I don't understand. I'm pouring my heart out to you and you can't understand??? Then what they do makes no sense to you at all, but they all think it's fine. If you say I don't understand they laugh at you. You try to make yourself feel better.

You start feeling pressure like you just can't take things, you don't fit in. You've messed up and hurt everyone you love. You have to get away. So you try to make up a plan to get away. I've disappeared for up to 6 months at a time. No one could reach me. Why?

Bi Polar people are very intelligent. Then there's the irrational impulsive behavior. This is the worst. Bottom falls into pit of no light from emotional pain of crash. You hit bottom.

You try at first to find a way to find a way to get out. It makes you fall deeper. You start secluding yourself, hiding from people. You think you are a total failure. You are cursed and a burden. Each day it gets worse. Then impulsive thought;

End or continue? It is a question that every depressive being has asked. Some make the choice, to end... 

Welcome to my world…

Anonymous…

Sunday, December 21, 2014

Winter Solstice...




So, once again, the shortest day of the year along with the New Moon, realigning the light in the hearts of those upon this earth...
The moment when we are allowed the ability to let those things which no longer serves our life, their time to be laid upon the pyre...

To let go of people, patterns and thoughts which pervade our beings, opening to a new tone... a frequency, emanating from deep within. The beginning of life anew, alive with your hearts desire.

May everyone take a moment in there day, to acknowledge everything you need to let go of to move on, to the next beautiful you that is waiting to emerge from the cocoon of winters grasp...

The human element...


The human element is always hungry for knowledge, for wisdom, for truth. You will find it, no matter how spiritual or unspiritual you are. You just have to trust a little. But you can do that. It’s within you to be able to do that. It always has been.

Monday, November 24, 2014

To Witness...


 To truly open our eyes and settle our minds... The moment of Self Actualization the universe is looking for from us. Each and everyone. 

“I'm simply saying that there is a way to be sane. I'm saying that you can get rid of all this insanity created by the past in you. Just by being a simple witness of your thought processes.

It is simply sitting silently, witnessing the thoughts, passing before you. Just witnessing, not interfering not even judging, because the moment you judge you have lost the pure witness. The moment you say “this is good, this is bad,” you have already jumped onto the thought process.

It takes a little time to create a gap between the witness and the mind. Once the gap is there, you are in for a great surprise, that you are not the mind, that you are the witness, a watcher.

And this process of watching is the very alchemy of real religion. Because as you become more and more deeply rooted in witnessing, thoughts start disappearing. You are, but the mind is utterly empty.

That’s the moment of enlightenment. That is the moment that you become for the first time an unconditioned, sane, really free human being.”

Osho

Live today to be the best self you know how to be... 

Sunday, September 14, 2014

The-art-of-awareness-or-12-practical-ways-to-not-completely-hate-yourself/


 http://thoughtcatalog.com/brianna-wiest/2014/08/the-art-of-awareness-or-12-practical-ways-to-not-completely-hate-yourself/



Thursday, September 04, 2014

Puzzle Pieces: Letting Relationships End. ~ Sara Courter

http://www.elephantjournal.com/2013/11/puzzle-pieces-letting-relationships-end-sara-courter/

Monday, September 01, 2014

The Flower of Life

The Flower of Life

The flower of life holds a secret through which one can discover the most important and sacred pattern in the universe. This is the source of all that exists; it’s called the Fruit of Life. It contains 13 informational systems. Each one explains another aspect of reality. Thus these systems are able to give us access to everything ranging from the human body to the galaxies. In the first system, for example, it’s possible to create any molecular structure and any living cellular structure that exists in the universe. In short every living creature.
If you overlay a map (after getting the correct scale) with the complete flower of life, all sacred sites, standing stones etc, will sit at the centre of six points.

Thursday, August 28, 2014

A reminder of who I am / We are...




In all of existence, in all of time ,  every bit of creation  is an extension of  the  original thought, a part of the whole of all things. If I wish my being (my individual expression of Spirit) to survive, it is completely dependent upon my working within the thoughts and actions of forwarding a greater unfolding of all life. An acceptance of my place within the whole… To truly see myself, as an agent of Spirit, a Free-will Angel, and one of God’s most powerful sons. Powerful enough to step into the unfolding of the Divine will of life... Without the need to appease my ego… to know that I am here for a reason and if I am not living it I am wasting the gift of life that was bestowed upon me.

The only type of life without the challenges that ask us to show our mastery, a life without error… Is one where free-will beings do not exist. We as Human Angels must have the ability to fail if we are to have the ability to work with the freedom of choice. The fact, that as Human Angels, we are so young in our evolution of our true nature, and ability to create, that we will make a myriad of errors, (or unwise judgment), over and over again. Until that time that our self – trust, in our own ability to respond to life supersedes our fear of making a choice, in the first place.

The only time I am open to the possibility of choosing evil, or better know as; mistaken judgment.  Is when, and if, I choose to consciously decide to follow a path and take deliberate action which is dissolute, dishonest or self and other defeating in judgment.

One of the biggest differences between Human Free-will Angels and all of the rest of legions of Angels is the fact that they were created in perfection. They were designed to default to the concepts of goodness, beauty, and truth. They have no need of faith… for they no nothing else but the true connection to Spirit. They have no need of hope… for they know God exists, and in this knowing, trust in the unfolding of life. The unfolding of the Divine will of the universe.

As Human Free-will Angels, we must earn our wings, so to speak, as a being that supports life. This alone will grant us the hand of Spirit in our worlds, for through our own faith and hope do we allow ourselves to be seen as a player in the unfolding of all that is. The organized religion view of a single lifetime is what we get if we choose not to step into the mastery of living a soul surviving life. Spirit and all of the being of creation have no need for a individual expression of God, or your distinct personality, to continue if it does nothing to serve the whole. Every time we choose to see the bigger picture of life, to know we are a part of a greater unfolding that reaches across the cosmos, we garner more energy and observed realization, that our life is bound to move beyond the limited sight of our cultural vision. And step firmly into the space of a candidate for conscious ascension up the ladder of knowledge, truth and frequency regeneration throughout time.

We are being asked, daily, to step into a more conscious, aware, compassionate level of being upon this planet. As we do so we are actually affecting the outcome of where life is going. I know there is much destruction going on around us. To this I say , have faith that you are above it if you so choose to be. As happens in your own home, the brighter the light, the darker the dark... And so it is upon this planet as well.

Life has no choice but to respond to us if the direction we are choosing is one that falls into alignment with what has been unfolding for billions of years…

My love and blessings to you and all those you hold dear, in your hearts, and in your shadows.


Wednesday, August 27, 2014

With spiritual evolution comes the death of the Illusion of Separation and its offspring, fear




Within forgetting your divine fullness, losing sight of how much of GOD remains within you, everlasting and indestructible, you have created through eons of time an illusion of lack. Feeling without attachment to Source, you have felt alone instead of all one. Source is what you were attached to, are attached to and will always be attached to. There is no other possibility. Fine threads of unity tie you completely to your Divine Source. If you could but see the perspective that I see you would see that it is an illusion that you can be separate. It was never God’s intention to let go of you. It is not even in the realm of possibility. Separation from Source is illusion because it can change at any moment. What changes is not the separation; that is, was and will always be intact. What changes is your perception of separation. It will change and always does change in the course of personal evolution. Spiritual evolution assures that inseparability grows. With spiritual evolution comes the death of the Illusion of Separation and its offspring, fear.

Thursday, August 21, 2014

Love is not Enough...

http://markmanson.net/love/


Love is a pressure wave, a frequency of creation unfolding. Love is the harmonic glue that holds the universe and all of the beings residing within together in physical form and in spiritual vibration. Love is soft; love is inviting and is what we are all on this earth striving to understand.



Love is pure creative intent. But there is something that one must have that is even more powerful than love, and love could not exist without it. Innocence… Innocence is the basis of love because there can be no love without the accepting of innocence in the “one” love is being projected upon.

Tuesday, August 19, 2014

In the Cocoon...






Dropping into the center of my world... Time for trans-mutational event though my being. 
...I hope they fed the alligators above my head.

I can feel it 
Affirming my significance
Rendering me weightless 
Confirming my purpose
I can feel it
Tendons tensing in its wake 
Affirming my significance
Shifting my shoulder blades
Rendering me weightless
Trickling down my veins
Confirming my purpose
It's subtle as a tidal wave

 

Razia's Shadow - Youtube - Razia's Shadow

Monday, August 18, 2014

Embracing the Unknown...





Here it is again...

That moment when it hits me. I have no idea when my life reached this point of singularity. The moment when there are no more choices that I can make, at my present vibration, where the who I AM
No longer at a high enough vibration, to create solutions for my current situation;

I must evolve...

The mess of my life, although semi-organized, all neatly stacked, whether on my desk or in my minds eye, another return to a moment when I stand on the precipice of the unknown...

Time to allow my Mental and Spiritual light bodies to embrace the mystery of life before me... And release my Physical and Emotional bodies off the edge of the abyss, into the unknown, into the void with implicit trust.

I must become my next best self if I am to navigate these waters and transform.

Saturday, August 09, 2014

Pray for all... Victim, Perpetrator, Observer and Witness.



Pray for those who must endure the weight and the pain of an uncaring world... lets watch more war movies and then wonder why we are so desensitized to these images, and think nothing of what is going on in the world... Yes download another game app, to keep us occupied while we do nothing. The perpetrators of this, the four soldiers, they are also living in their own hell. How can we say we believe in a merciful God, and then act out such hatred and aggression. Like the Bob Dylan song, "With God On Our Side",

I've learned to hate Russians (Replace with any Ethnic Culture)
All through my whole life
If another war comes
It's them we must fight
To hate them and fear them
To run and to hide
And accept it all bravely
With God on my side.

I pray for the soldiers too... I have been to combat, And I know the process of being taught to see other human beings as worthless. Everyone involved is responsible, even us, way far away, We play the role of the witness.

Ask everyone you know why we do nothing... Maybe we as a nation will care enough to change the world, for we, as we are told, are the most powerful nation in the world. And we sit, eat McDonald's, watch TV and do nothing... Not all, but many.

Friday, May 09, 2014

Life...



Life always moves forward and with it I move... Like a leaf on the stream, ebbing and flowing through the rapids and the limpid pools... For I live to make manifest hat which Spirit has placed me here for... I know evil, and I know good... I live to bring good to the world. Sleep well my brothers and sisters...

Friday, May 02, 2014

I want the peace of God.





I want the peace of God.

To say these words is nothing. But to mean these words is everything.

If you could but mean them for just an instant, there would be no further sorrow possible for you in any form; in any place or time. Heaven would be completely given back to full awareness, memory of God entirely restored, and the resurrection of all creation fully recognized.

No one can mean these words and not be healed. We cannot play with dreams, nor think we ourselves a dream. We cannot make a hell and think it real. If we want the peace of God, it is given. For that is all I want, and that is all I want to receive.

Many have said these words. But few indeed have meant them. You have but to look upon the world you see around you to be sure how very few they are. The world would be completely changed, should any two agree these words express the only thing they want.

Two minds, with one intent, become so strong that what they will becomes the Will of God.
For minds can only join in truth. In dreams, no two can share the same intent. To each, the hero of the dream is different; the outcome wanted is not the same for both. Loser and gainer merely shift about in changing patterns, as the ratio of gain to loss and loss to gain takes on a different aspect or another form.

Yet compromise alone, a dream can bring. Sometimes it takes the form of union, but only the form. The meaning must escape the dream, for compromising is the goal of dreaming.
Minds cannot unite in dreams. They merely bargain. And what bargain can give them the peace of God? Illusions come to take Her place. And what She means is lost to sleeping minds intent on compromise, each to your gain and to another's loss.

To mean you want the peace of God is to renounce all dreams. For no one means these words who wants illusions, and who therefore seeks the means which bring illusions. She has looked on them, and found them wanting. Now he seeks to go beyond them, recognizing that another dream would offer nothing more than all the others. Dreams are one to Her. And we learn, their only difference is one of form, for one will bring the same despair and misery as do the rest.

The mind which means that all it wants is peace must join with other minds, for that is how peace is obtained. And when the wish for peace is genuine, the means for finding it is given, in a form each mind that seeks for it in honesty can understand. Whatever form the lessons take, is planned for us in such a way that we can not mistake it, if our asking is sincere. But if we ask without sincerity, there is no form in which the lesson will meet with acceptance and be truly learned.

Let us today recognizing that we really mean the words we say. We want the peace of God. This is no idle wish. These words do not request another dream be given us. They do not ask for compromise, nor try to make another bargain in the hope that there may yet be one that can succeed where all the rest have failed.

To mean these words acknowledges illusions are in vain, requesting the eternal in the place of shifting dreams which seem to change in what they offer, but are one in nothingness.
Today devote yourself to careful searching of your mind, to find the dreams you cherish still. What do you ask for in your heart? Forget the words you use in making your requests. Consider but what you believe will comfort you, and bring you happiness. But be you not dismayed by lingering illusions, for their form is not what matters now.

Let not some dreams be more acceptable, reserving shame and secrecy for others. They are one. And being one, one question should be asked of all of them, "Is this what I would have, in place of Heaven and the peace of God?"

This is the choice we make. Be not deceived that it is otherwise. No compromise is possible in this. You choose God's peace, or you have asked for dreams. And dreams will come as you requested them.

Yet will God's peace come just as certainly, and to remain with you forever. It will not be gone with every twist and turning of the road, to reappear, unrecognized, in forms which shift and change with every step you take.

You want the peace of God. And so do all who seem to seek for dreams. For them as well as for yourself, you ask but this when you make this request with deep sincerity. For thus you reach to what they really want, and join your own intent with what they seek above all things, perhaps unknown to them, but sure to you.

You have been weak at times, uncertain in your purpose, and unsure of what you wanted, where to look for it, and where to turn for help in the attempt. Help has been given you. And would you not avail yourself of it by sharing it?

No one who truly seeks the peace of God can fail to find it. For the mere asking that we deceive ourself no longer by denying to ourself what is God's Will. Who can remain unsatisfied who asks for what he has already? Who could be unanswered who requests an answer which is his to give? The peace of God is yours.

For you was peace created, given you by its Creator, and established as Her Own eternal gift. How can you fail, when you but ask for what He wills for you? And how could your request be limited to you alone? No gift of God can be unshared. It is this attribute that sets the gifts of God apart from every dream that ever seemed to take the place of truth.

No one can lose and everyone must gain whenever any gift of God has been requested and received by anyone. God gives but to unite. To take away is meaningless to Her. And when it is as meaningless to you, you can be sure you share one Will with Him, and She with you. And you will also know you share one Will with all your brothers and sisters, whose intent is yours.

It is this one intent we seek today, uniting our desires with the need of every heart, the call of every mind, the hope that lies beyond despair, the love attack would hide, the brotherhood that hate has sought to sever, but which still remains as God created it. With Help like this beside us, can we fail today as we request the peace of God be given us?

Friday, March 28, 2014

It's not always easy being a forerunner.





It's not always easy being a forerunner. Sometimes you feel like singled out at the finish line, while others are still running behind you, with obstacles still lying ahead of them. And it may feel rather lonely there. But it isn't a matter of who gets to finish first or who is best. It doesn't really work that way. It isn't about who is worth more and who is worth less. It's only a matter of choice, like everything always is. One we have made a long time ago, before we even came here to this reality.

It isn't always easy, even though you sometimes feel such an amazing bliss. For what good serves you, when you're lacking those to share it with? When they don't get you and choose to still be asleep, while you're already wide awake. It's not the process of transformation alone that is painful. The process is wonderful and full of love. It's to see others still asleep and kicking and screaming, when you already know, how Divine we truly are and in what perfect Divine order it all truly is, even where there is outer chaos. We are truly a Masterpiece of the Mastermind and we're just one piece of the whole giant puzzle.

It hurts that when you shed such an immense Light, others still choose to stay in the dark, to be in fear, in lack, lacking empowerment and not taking the responsibility for their own Existence. It hurts that they still choose to build walls, where you truly don't have the need for them any longer. It hurts that although you are becoming a fearless Being, it is still easy to absorb their energy of fear sometimes. It hurts, because you are One with all of them, because they are a part of You! And you cannot run away from yourself.

It's almost like you want to do it out of Love, subconsciously. To make is easier on them, to make them see and feel all this sooner and faster. But it doesn't work that way. Love doesn't work that way. For if Love gave itself away, would there be any left? Love does not fight, nor does Love give itself away. Love only shares itself and only through that, it can truly illuminate. It's not easy when you still fight your 3D ego battles, but once you progress, you realize it hurts even more, when you only choose to shed Love and others still don't feel it. That's when you're supposed to Love even more.

Some will say they feel it and it's true on some level. But there are always many levels and when you feel it from the deepest core, where it is most pure, you will also know it. You will know that this is nothing you have ever felt before, at least not to that extent. There it is limitless, endless and fearless. At that level, we are the most vulnerable and it is true what they say - those who let themselves be the most vulnerable, are the strongest. Because that's what strength is, it's letting yourself be completely naked in front of others, for we are all One. That is the strength that derives from Love, not fear and ego. Once you get there, you cannot go back. But what happens, when you live way up high and many others in your presence don't? Do you lower yourself to their level to survive, do you lose your own ground, do you start losing energy and regressing back? NO! You keep reminding yourself who you are, or you let your Divine guidance remind you. You keep reminding yourself of your vision, your mission and the Love that you are. You keep finding your balance, your core center, your pure Essence, which is always there. Because they need you, the others need you to stay that way, the sleepers need you. You need to hold the high vibrations of the Awakening, if others are to awaken too. If it's their Divine Destiny, they will do it anyway, no matter how hard they try to kick and scream, while tossing and turning around in their sleep.

And you are the only one who can really understand them and what they are going through anyway. You see them through the eyes of compassion and empathy. Because you were there once too, so you know how it feels. You know how it is to dream while you are asleep, but you also know, how much more profound it is to dream once you are awake. So you need to understand them, but that is not the same as giving in. It's not a matter of being passive, you have to actively keep speaking and spreading your truth, with Love. Because someone needs to and there are those who have chosen this task a long time ago, before coming here.

They were willing, they were brave, they were fierce and fearless. Beyond this reality, we are all like this, but where we are now, not all remember that. So we need as many to remember as possible, to speak their loving truth and hold the high frequencies of Unconditional Love, Wisdom, Truth and Power. If we do not stand in our own power, someone else will and this has been going on for far too long. And that is why we must know who we truly are, we must remember, so we do not give our power away anymore. It is true that people are not actually afraid of how powerless and small they are, but they are actually afraid of their own magnificent power. Because they do not understand it.

But it was never meant to be understood anyway, it is meant to be felt. When we feel ourselves, we feel God inside, because that's where God is. It's in each and everyone of Us. It's Infinite and it's experiencing, growing and evolving through Us.

So whenever you may feel down, low, singled out or like you can't do this responsible task, remember you have chosen it long before coming to this reality. And you have chosen it because you knew you were capable, with infinite powers and potential. All you need here is to awaken the remembering. You have chosen it because you are so strong and you wanted to share your strength with others. To show them they are strong too. So whenever you feel you are not capable, just awaken the remembering again.

Remember that it was never between You and them, it was always between You and God. It is up to the Divine, that weaves this web and knows exactly what it's doing, through it's Mastermind. And always remember, you do not belong to anyone, you belong to the Divine and Divine is everywhere!

I always keep remembering who I am, no matter the illusions or appearing obstacles! I have a pact with the Universe, I have a pact with the Sun and the Earth. I belong to them! I belong to all the Stars, I belong to the Galaxies, I am a child of the Sun, the Servant of Earth! I am here on a Journey and I am on a mission to Serve. I am here to Love and to spread the Love that I AM, to shed it to every corner that is still dark.

I belong to the Mountains, Hills, Valleys and vast Landscapes, to the Streams, Rivers, Lakes, Seas and Oceans, Animals and Trees. I belong, I always have and I always will. Each and everyone of Us does! All we have to do is remember. We are not alone, there is so much Love all around, it is what makes Us. We were created by Love and so We are Love!

Please keep remembering!

With Love, Polona - See more at: http://humansarefree.com/2011/05/ascension-pioneers-my-personal.html#sthash.3VUpMxpD.dpuf